Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow

2009-06-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow 290609

my Brother Azhar 22nd Birthday

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY

Man U b'day cake make special for him by his GF

so sweet & also Man U jacket as a present

Man U as u can see..

2009-06-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

wow!! it have been 2 weeks since i last update my blog and many things had been going on..actually nothing much other than my new work..

start working at Cherie Heart on the 12june, right after my last day at TMFT..it was excited,fun,nervous and worry..work start at 8.30am but as usual i arrive early and its nice to see alot of kids already in the center...the principal show me around the center and introduce me to the kids..im soo excited and feel abit weird when they call me Teacher Nurul..the kids,they are so welcome,they talk to me,smile and same even start hugging me...hehe..everthing goes on during the day is new for me..from drink water,playing,lunch,bath,changing diaper and to nap time..everything is new for me..i was happy with myself for my first day at work..

now work there for 2 weeks already and im very happy,learnt alot of new things,everyday is a new day for me and of coz the kids there are soo sweet,cute,lovely and naughty as well...helping taking care of PG1&2..

my PG1 babys are:

Trina&Trisah (twin gal & also my fav)
Yee Fong
Jave

Javier

Rajj

Jayden

my PG2 babys are:

Dylan (my fav)

Dalton

Rayna

Kee Hon

Gabriel

Si Yan
Joesephevic

Wil
(tis some of their name i can remember)

starting from Wed(1/7) onwards i will be in charge of PG 2 as their Teacher and being of Term 3, which mean i have to start teaching them and carry out lesson plan done by the center..very nervous and really scared bout tat,but no worry i can ask help from other teacher and have confident in myself...
so far in this working line im now in, i have gain alot of confident in myself..like usually im shy&scared to do presentation or anything to do in front of people but now i can read stories book to the kids,sing&dance and feel in charge of them...of coz at first im scared to even scolded them or ask them to do something like asking them to keep the toys...as day goes by,i learnt bit by bit and now im OK..but Wed will be the whole new things for me again,alothough i know the noraml routine...everyday is a challenging for me..but im still new and still alot to learnt from..

2009-06-11T01:51:00.000-07:00

today 110609,my last day working at TMFT as Healthcare Assistant..going to miss everyone there!!last day at work never get to see my darling "Cacak"..he had been missing work since tuesday..

WHERE THE HELL R U JESS!!

tml 120609,my first day at Cherie Heart as Assistant Teacher..so nervous and scared..

the last update was 070609,regarding my first week of June..only manage to update 2days of the week,basically everyday is the same through out the week..

the last three day,i try to make best out of my working days at TMFT..leaving the job as i got more permenant job as assistant teacher..feel soo damn sad and hard to leave the place coz i love the people who work there..going to MISS them so much..

so tired of typing long updates,let have some pic for a change..
so pic take last week while out wit ash and working buddys..

2009-06-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

today is sunday 070609..first week of june have been tiring for me and feeling happy & sad all the time..lets the story begin...hehehe

010609 - monday
long,long,tiring and brainstorm day for me..out from home at 6am and only got home at 10pm..for more than 12hours been running from one place to another..fun ar...hehe

lets start with work (7am to 3pm)
work as usual very relaxing and boring
morning routine,read newspaper,had my breakfast
and passengers start coming around 745am.
than wait around 2hour before the next ferry arrive.
so while waiting i either read storybook,play PSP
or like the day before i do some review of child play and
types of play for my course..
lunch time jus had chicken pau and more passengers coming.
finish work at 3pm and straight when for my interview at Jalan Tenaga..

Interview(4pm to 530pm)
tis is my second interview for childcare center arrange by Doris.
jus try my luck for tis one since first one not a success.
reach the center very early,interview start at 5pm but reach around 4pm
so sit outside and play PSP while waiting for the time to fly
when inside at 445pm and once i enter the center,one kid was staring at me..
hehehe...so cute..sit in the office and fill in application form
and the interview begin..the interview when well and they try to arrange
2nd interview for me..sound good to me..call Doris to update her..
i donno how doris work sia,first she say the first center do not wan me
and than now she say again after going to 2nd center,tat first center wans me
but for half day only..which i don't mind at all but she being clever say
tat i wan full time coz i have to pay for my fees..n tats piss me off abit..
so she told me to wait for 2nd center call and forget bout the first one
so tired to think bout it i jus go wit watever she say..
than from Bedok Reservoir travel to Bugis for class...
Arrr!!feel like skipping class but NO..

school (630pm to 10pm)
i hate travelling,from Tanah Merah to Bedok Reservior and than Bugis..
lucky all the place around east side but still i hate it,so damn tiring..
reach class on time n feeling so tired,very sleepy n damn hungry
through out the first hour of lesson,i felt so sleepy n restless
manage to sleep without the lecturer see it..hehe..
break at 8pm,when to BK to buy food n eat them in class..
cool while studying can eat..ehehe...class continue till 945pm..
by than i feel so damn tired n no mood to travel home by MRT
so i call my dad to fetch me n he did...reach home bath,talk to mum for awhile
n told my dad bout Man U trip to KL n BOOM sleep around 11+pm..
tml another early day to work and start all over again..Arrr...

020609 - tuesday
i was at work writting down wats happening at work now on my notebook so easy to upadte later at home..

now 945am no passengers arrive yet,Oh wait the jus arrive(pause)
(back)it so pathetic less than 10 passenger in one boat..always like tat..
people wit temper n no patience cannot do tis job coz
all we have to do is wait,wait,wait n more waiting..
jus for one stupid ferry to arrive..hehe..but im ok with it..hehe
happy today coz "Cacak" in the morning shift but usually
he very busy in the morning..sitting behind his desk n only god knows
what is he doing..(pause)
(back)when to fax some paper to Parkway for yesterday fever case n happened
tat the fax machine at "Cacak" desk area..hehehe..so Happy..
get to talk to him n see him closely after so long never see him...Aww..
so cute,cannot take it..hehe..he was busy writting some report
i guess n he is left handed guy..Aww...cute cute cute...
so yan lin n me,when to him n ask permission to use the fax
machine n he smile..melting already..wakaka..but we made
fool of ourselves..i know how to use the machine but tat day the
machine run out of paper n we r soo dump though there is something
wrong wit it...i ask "Cacak" for help n he did help but was laughing
n smile at our reaction..so embarrassed by it but im happy
coz he smile n laugh so cute...Hahaha...n change to talk to him..
thank him n walk back to our place giggling bout it..
now i cannot stop smiling and laughing at myself bout the incident
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
too happy already n i don't feel sleepy at all but irriated by
anthony annoying music..n nw all ICA officers there so relax,
chit-chatting wit each other n doing nothing except
"Cacak"busy wit stuff..poor baby,wish i can help him...kikiki
(nw 1010am to be continue)

Good & Sad News
Good,is that my 2nd interview is a success n they want me to start soon
Sad,if i get my appointment letter today,tats mean my last day of work
will be around next week...Arrr!!NO!!feel like crying..i know its going
to happen soon but no soo soon..going to miss all the people here..
Husna,Helmi,Hafiz,Jannah,Yan Lin,Ground Service ppl,TMFT staff
and of coz all ICA officers ("Anjang","Orange Baby","My Bestfriend","Mr.Dreamer") n especially
Jess aka "Cacak"(tats his real name)..Arrr!!!
but im not going to miss anthony,soo happy not seeing his face again..

to be continue....

2009-05-31T02:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday after work when out wit my two darling Ash&Shela
had our dinne at swensen and ash told us a shocking news and
i cannot believe it..cannot tell wat it is coz it a secret between close friends only..

after dinner as usual hang out at our place Starbuck
it was fun..ash&me we twitter each other when she went in to buy drink..
she using her phone,while me using PSP..cool ar..jus know PSP got internet connection..

we sit,talk,laugh&play game for a while..
ash told us this lame joke and she&me cannot stop laughing like a mad gal
while shela jus stare at us..before that im having stomach ache thank to ash as always..
but was ok after baking a cake for awhile..(should know wat it mean)hehehe...

got my pay yesterday too but not yet get to spend them..
maybe going shopping on thurday and thinking of buy stuff online
and also Liverpool ticket..anyone want to join me??

here are the crazy pic u take..

2009-05-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS TO FERNANDO TORRES WHO TIE THE KNOT WITH HIS CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART OLALLA

AND

SOON FATHER-TO-BE!!

it was a simple wedding and only two people attened the ceremony..so sweet and romantic..

2009-05-31T00:25:00.000-07:00

another week had pass..and few interesting happened like my interview,H1N1 case in singapore and my first sort of "case" at TMFT...

first,my interview
Doris from Skillforce agencies call and told me tat she got me an interview wit Cheire Heart childcare center...tat childcare center is very popular and it all around singapore..i was happy and excited of coz,finally after so long looking for one and i got one..the interview was last tuesday(26/5)and have to take off since i work tat day..i was a bit nervous,talk in front of the mirrors to practice and try to look nice...i woke up very early,scared tat i will be late and lost looking for the place...got out of my house around 830am when the interview is at 10am..i reach the center around 920am,i was lucky never got lost..wait outside till 945am before going in,jus to calm down and relax abit...when i first step into the center i was full of confident and im not nervous at all..and tats weird for me coz usually i will feel butterfly in my stomach and sweat like hell but nothing,everything was calm and relax...sit in the office and the interview began...i listen and answer all the question ask nicely,confidently and very relax&calm...again i feel weird...i donno how i became so confident,not feeling nervous at all and most of all i feel im a new person not the shy,scared and nervous kind of girl when come to interview and talking...im proud of myself for tat...but too bad with all of tat,i never get the job coz i do not have experience..im ok wit it,life full of rejection..got one more interview but tis time the center is at Clementi,soo far...and i have to say no to it..its ok still keep a look out for another center...

second,1st H1N1 case in Singapore
its a mix feeling i have when i got to know bout it..happy,sad,scared & watever..happy coz the work im doing now sure will extended long..sad,pity the 22years old NUS student who were effected(thank alot for bring it back)..scared coz i dealing wit future patience who might or maybe effected...watever coz i know soon or later singapore will be effected,only matter of time..

third,can sort of call "First case for me"
in the morning it hard to caught or detect high temperature coz of the weather in the morning..in the afternoon its hot and easy to caught people wit high temperature and know how to deal wit it when one is capture..so last friday i caught "my first person" wit high temperature of 38.3 degree celsius and of coz i was shock and panic for awhile..it was a little girl name Chanelle from Australia jus came back from Bintan on a school trip..she look sick for sure to have tat kind of temperature..so i told Husa about it and lucky she konw how to handle since she do it before..put her at the nurse area and ask to put on a mask in case..we have to wait for 15min before checking again her temperature..usually the temperature goes down but for her it when up to 38.3 to 38.9 degree celsius..abit scared we call for a doctor and take down her particular..the teacher was abit worry and in a rush coz bus waiting for them and also parents..try to explain to them the procedures and be patience..the enviroment when quiet suddently,all the ICA officer looking at us and gather around to talk about and ask what going on and blah blah blah...i was calm thank to Husna and relax after everything was over..wat a scared i got..but happy abit coz i got to talk to Cacak for the first time and also make few eye contact...hehehe...and most of all i finally know his name...hahaha...but still will call him Cacak...

there were Ups & Downs for me last week..Happy,Nervous,Scared and all the feeling we feel ar...but after all its life..tats what life is all about..experience,gain & know all kinds of knowledge and information around us..all we have to do is open our eyes and learnt from them..

2009-05-24T19:13:00.000-07:00

wow!onli get to update once a week really troublesome..not tat i have no time,i jus lazy to update as usually i got home feeling sleepy,tired and jus got no mood to play the com..onli off day im in the mood like today and tml..

being working straight 6days..and onli 6days,i fall sick and whole body aching..i donno how will i feel if i start working at childcare centre...hehehe...fall sick coz wake up early everyday and mon&fri have to rush home to attened sch at night..got home already late and still have to wake up early next day...also have assignment to finish up...Fri(29) is the date line,lucky i finish already..but not sure can make it or not,hope can..hehe..

working as usual,fun and sometime boring..now even boring without fatin and im stuck wit stupid anthony and jannah(she ok but abit weird)..afternoon people(Triple H;husna,helmi,hafiz) more fun coz i get along wit them jus fine and Cacak always in the afternoon shift..but i don't like afternoon shift coz im not a afternoon person soo too bad..

things happened last week;
1. CONFIRM LIVERPOOL COMING ON 26/07/2009
2. KRIS ALLEN NEW AMERICAN IDOL, BEAT ADAM LAMBERT..HEHE
3. MANCHESTER UNITED WIN THIER THREE IN A ROW EPL TITLE,BUT STILL LIVERPOOL WAS THE BETTER TEAM TIS SEASON
4. MEET MY FRIENDS ASH,SHELA,FAIZ&ASARI
5. WHEN TO KARAOKE
6. FINALLY GET TO MEET CHESTER,MY GMP "BOSS"

i onli can remember tiz all...really bad memory Ain..

saturday i get my salary..HORRAY!! buying Liverpool ticket..
p.s.anyone wan to join me see Liverpool?

2009-05-20T01:56:00.000-07:00

IM GOING CRAZY

LIVERPOOL COMING ON 26/07/2009

BUYING TICKET STRAIGHT AFTER GETTING MY PAY AT THE END OF THE MONTH

2009-05-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

it had been more than a week since i last update my blog...sori for not updating...been very busy wit work & after work feel soo tired and lazy...

so far my life have been great...don't feel boring like last time,effect im soo tired,i got no time to watch much tv and play the com...wake damn early,like 4+am everyday and got home around 4pm and mon&fri got class till 10pm...so that two day,i feel soo tired coz whole day outside,and still have to wake up early the next day...but im getting use to it...

my work are going great..get to meet&see new people everyday...most of it is tourist and people working there..make alot of new friends like,Raffino,Kwek,Husna,Fatin,Maria,Jannah,Helmi,Hafiz,Faizal,"Cacak",ICA ppl,Ground Service ppl and CISCO...all of them very friendly n funny...i have fun wit Raffino&Kwek...but too bad they are not there anymore coz all CISCO ppl have to stand down...donno why...stupid..miss them soo much...miss disturbing Raffino&Husna..and me&Kwek will gang up to disturb them...we talk.share and joke around wit each other...working without them is soo boring...miss my BROTHER BEAR KWEK..when will the Angel&Demons will get back again...?

i also miss my two darlings ASH&SHELA...sori ash,cannot make it to surprise you on your birthday..will make up to you soon...hehe

i also miss my buddys GAYATRI,SHIQI,CHARLENE,CHERYL,CHERIE,YANQI,AISYAH&MY OLD CLASS QV...when are we going to meet..?hope 28 all of us can make it...

2009-05-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

for the first time after almost a month staying at home,now than i feel so damn tired and sleepy...not tired of staying at home but begin working...

yesterday,was my first day working at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal..woke up at 4.45am and got off the house around 5.30am...it start raining heavily when i got to the interchange and i never bring my umbrella...reach TMFT 6.30am when the work start at 7am...wait at the bus stop till the rain stop and wait for the person in charge...it already 7am but the person not here yet,so he call me and ask me to go in by myself..luckly got one of the new staff working there too,was there and we went in together...the job is super damn easy...jus wait for the passenger to arrive and check their temperature...when there were not passenger,we can talk,walk around,play game and even sleep...where can we fine a job tat can do all of that,other than this job...hehehe....i though it will be very boring since i know no one there...but instead i make friend wit the other worker soo easily...we laugh and joke around like we know each other for a long time already...overall it was a fun day and also tiring...

finish work at 3pm and reach home less than an hour...so got time to sleep before going for my private sch at 6.30pm...the lessson yesterday was fun and alot of laughing going around...but i was too tired and almost fall a sleep in class..once i reach home,i bath,talk to my mum bout my work and BOMB sleep...

today i woke up abit late since i know the time of the journey...i took the 2nd bus from interchange instead of the 1st bus..still i was early and the first one to reach among my group...once i reach and about to go in a group of Cisco guy tat were station at my place too also arrive and we went in togethere...they walk behind me like my bodyguard and open the door for me some more...they were there too yesterday but we never talk to them coz soo shy...but today we talk,joke and laugh togethere like know each other for a very long time...and tats weird...hehe..today,i come to work prepared..i bring my sis PSP and storybook in case i got bored...my new friend Husna manage to get some sleep and while my other friend Anthony walking around the terminal...other friend Helmi,he is in the afternoon shift...he also another one,very funny and lame...

so today,i make friends wit the Cisco guy and we have soo much fun talking and playing around...not onli tat i also make friends wit the doctor,ICA people,policeman and some of the passenger...tat soo fun...the best thing about today work was,i saw this very handsome and cute police officer...he look mix,very high rank officer and very cute lor...cannot take my eyes of him...never catch his name but i and Husna call him "Cak Cak"mean peek a boo....coz he like to hide behind his desk but once his out hmmm.....cannot wait for tml to see him again...hopefully he is in the morning shift...hehehe...

2009-05-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

wow! may already...tats so fast..

i have to say tat im happy today..and WHY im happy?actually nothing special happened,onli tat after almost 2month being jobless,i finally GOT A JOB...not a big deal..hahaha....and the work also nothing special...work at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal taking passenger temperature since Swine Flu took place...its a risk job but if anything happen to me its faith...im not a fussy kind of person,who choose work,to me as long as the work i can manage,im ok wit it...and at least i got some income coming than staying at home doing nothing...now waiting for the person to call again to confirm when i start working and im so excited....hehehe....

Patient have been my strength all this while and still keep going on no matter what happen...maybe the patient i had will give me a better outcome for me in my life...and also have abit of faith and believe in myself...

2009-04-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

One more week passed already and still my life is miserable

it had been more than a month since i graduated from ITE..and i though tat my life will be better after tat but still the same as ever but only tis time i really hate it...jus stay at home,looking for job and sending resume around but NO reply from any of them...

maybe 2009 is my bad luck and unlucky year for me...Hard to find job...many things going around the world now...suspect tat june/july Tsunami wit hit Indonesia and tis time Singapore wit get hit too..donno how bad it will be...it jus a predication,hope its not true..my mum told me about tat and i got really scared...wat if 2012 is the really end of the world?they say by 2012 the earth is getting nearer to the sun or something like tat...and now new virus found in Mexico..they call it "Pig Flu"...people around the world been inform about tis new virus and action are taken very fast...wats next?

wow!my post from mine miserable life to world disaster...some people may not think this way..coz they got a comfortable life,stable job wit good income and worry nothing...people like me,who got no job,no life will thinks tis way...but with all tat,i try to live my life meaningful..no job does not mean i will forever be jobless,its take time...not all the things we want we will get,sometime its take time...sometime the wait is the best thing tat can happen...maybe tats wat im going throug right now...waiting and pray tat some great thing will happen..jus wait and see..

2009-04-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

Shi Qi welcome to the 2oth club

Happy 20th Birthday

nothing much happened during the week and weekend...as usual rot at home,still no job and sometime i feel like no life at all...onli part of my back up plan works...donno wat im going to do..cannot go on like this forever...ARRRR!!!!!

i enjoy my 2nd day of school...alot of laughing and jokking around...getting to know my classmate better..all of them are soo funny and cannot stop disturbing Micky(one of my classmate)...im happy tat the class turn out to be a great class and not wat i imagine...

tis is some of my classmate...making doh to play....

2009-04-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

LIVERPOOL DID NOT MAKE IT TO CHAMPION LEAGUE SEMI-FINAL AFTER LOOSE TO CHELSEA ON AGG 7-5..

IM NOT SAD COZ THEY REALLY DID A GREAT JOB IN 2ND LEG...ALL THE BEST FOR THEM IN EPL..HOPE THEY WIN THE TITLE THIS YEAR..

2009-04-13T22:11:00.000-07:00

YES! I SURVIVE!
wat i survive? i survive my first day of my private school..

wake early as usual to watct my malay drama,after tat help clean the house abit and watch Friday 13th online..not tat scary but it was ok...mum came back,eat my very late lunch,bath and get ready to go to school...

while getting ready,i don't feel scared or nervous but excited and really looking forward...donno why and soo weird..have to be in school at 6pm and i reach abit late..but im not the onli one..hahaha...the first thing i step into the classroom,i saw alot of chinese,middle age and a few young looking people...i though i was the youngest in the class but no...18 was the youngest and the oldest is around 50+(she never mention her age but the looks tell)...we go around to intro ourselves..and the lecturer is soo funny and always make us laugh..

the first lesson is bout Child Development and its theory...fun about the course is there is not exam but got assignment..my first assignment is to write a reoprt base on child observation...we have to observe a child age 0-8 and write bout them...i have no idea where to find a child age 0-8 to observe..all my cousin above the age already,no relative wit children tat age and tats difficult...date line for tis assignment is on 29 May..still got more than a month to go...report onli 2page..hehe...take things one step at the time ain...don't worry so much,its onli your first lesson..

bugis at night abit scary ar...never walk there before at night..lucky yesterday got one auntie walk wit me and she soo sweet...overall my first day of school was fun,laugh alot,still getting to know everyone in class and got to know alot of stuff i donno before...

2009-04-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

LIVERPOOL BEAT BLACKBURN 4-0

TORRES SCORE 2,

AGGER AND NGOG

HOOORAY!!

OMG!! cannot believe i start my private school tomorrow...

wow! feel so nervous,scared and i donno wat to say...nervous coz i donno wat's going to happen,how my classmate will be like and scared coz of still no job...yesterday the whole day i have been looking for job at Jobsdb.com and submit a few resume out and hopefully one of them will call...really praying for that...

friday holiday was fun...its was raining heavily and my family was going to cementary by lorry...its was fun,get to play in the rain while visiting and lucky i never fall sick...ehehehe....

weekend nothing much going on..jus stay at home as usual lazy to go out..people love weekend and for me sometime i love it but for now i cannot wait for monday coz since i finish sch and not yet find job,i have been watching tiz malay drama on TV2 Dari Mata Arisa...the drama is soo sweet,romantic and i love the leading guy Akif aka Syed Aiman...at first i hate his soo much coz he got this funny hair style but after he change the hair style and his charater getting more and more sweet,romantic and lovely i jus fall in love wit him...i wish i get a boyfriend jus like him...

wish me good luck for tomorrow...donno if i will survive...hehe...

david archuleta in Baju Kurung..so cute..

pic from thur outting wit ash&sarah

hahah...tis is soo funny

2009-04-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

CHAMPION LEAGUE - LIVERPOOL LOOSE 3-1 ON 1st LEG WIT CHELSEA..ALL THE BEST FOR 2nd LEG..

wow!! my life suck alot...no job,starting private school monday and again NO JOB!! if no job still by next week or something,too bad have to ask my ex-manager at my old place for job...hopefully she will hire me...die die need a job...

no job but still went out...hehehe...not tat i spent when i went out..jus to hang out wit friends and relise stress...hehehe...went out wit Ash&Sara(ash friend) to town...walk around,shop at Cotton on and eat at pastamaina since it halal already...the creamy chicken pasta no bad,its nice...then head to Tampines and walk around the new mall tat jus open today...it was soo big and we only walk half way,next time can continue...after tat hang out at usual place starbuck...taking pic,see funny video on youtube,make funny video of ourselves and laugh...hahaha...though of having dinner at LJ but too bad alot of people..went to toy r us fooling around and head home...

logging off soon to hear 98.7 coz of today is Thursday got "Justin joke of the week" wit Marten to midnight...its soo lame but i love it soo much...

tomorrow holiday,going to my aunt house and then going cementary afte the guy come back for friday prayers...

will load pic outting wit ash&sara once she post it...hehe...

2009-04-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

LIVERPOOL COMING! LIVERPOOL COMING!

LIVERPOOL COMING!

TO SINGAPORE ON JULY!!

GOING CRAZY!!WHO CARE..

LIVERPOOL COMING! LIVERPOOL COMING

2009-04-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

Friday,April 3 2009

American Idol Megan Joy was send home last night..ARR!! i love her soo much,she was one of my favourite..going to miss her jazz voice and her weird behaviour...NVM still have Kris Allen,Scott Maclntyre and Adam Lambert...adam jus remind me of David Cook and hate the way he dance,so gay...

meet up wit galfriends..hang out at usual place Starbuck..Ash got alot of things to share..we laugh,dreaming and wild imagination we had...only us know wat is the thing we imagine...hehehe...it will be fun if it came true..like ash say in her blog "Dream do come true when you believe in it. Even if it seems like its taking ages"...hehe..

MY FEELING WAS RIGHT!!

jus check my poly result and guess wat they say,

Dear NURUL AIN BINTE AHMAD,
We regret to inform you that your application in the Joint Polytechnic Admissions Exercise for 2009 is unsuccessful.
Admissions into the polytechnic courses is based on merit, which is the basis by which fairness for all applicants is ensured.

i was abit shock and disappointed..i have to say tat im not ashame to share my failure in education or not totally i still have my back up plan...im happy tat i have a back up plan and i love to think both negative and positive for my future...i know i will not get into poly(it jus a feeling i always had) so decided to think of other thing i wan to do and go for it...even before entering Higher Nitec i already had tiz back up plan in mind...if never get to poly,love to take private school in early childhood or something tat have to do wit teaching in kindergarden or being a teacher...tat my passion since i was a kid..

when i saw Ash taking tat course after Nitec,i got interested and thinking of quiting Higher Nitec and join her but im not the kind of person who do things half way,so contiune wit Higher Nitec...its a long way to go but by the end of it i still doing things tat best for myself..

so friends who never get into Poly,its not the end of our life..i jus begining..first time not success,try again until we success...poly is not our only choice,we have alot of choice to choose from...make a clever choice in our life...

for those who make it,i wish u guys all the best in poly and good luck for the future..

HAPPY 26TH ANNIVERSARY MUM&DAD

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY PERRY

2009-03-31T20:22:00.000-07:00

wow!! result is out and wake up damn early jus to check..the system load super damn slow...waited and waited like no end to it...i feel nothing yesterday when some of my friends ask "r u excited or scared"...but when it time to check i felt goosebum all over my body...

i did ok,wat i expected..got B for Accounting,abit surprise i though i got C or something..got C for Auditing,no surprise at all..coz i did pretty bad...hehe..overall my gpa cannot make it to poly..hehehe...but i got all thing plan out coz not going to poly and taking private school instead...jus got the feeling i will not make it to poly,but if i did,sure i will get the course i don't want..

tomorrow going to Sentosa wit classmate to celebrate i guess...ehehe...still not confirm wit the details but looking forward..

2009-03-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

i start my day yesterday very early..wake up around 9am,usually i wake up around 11 without me realise...so my day start wit brush teeth,surf net for awhile than movie marathon starting wit my new TWILIGHT DVD..watch the movie like a million time still cannot get enough of it but this time the movie include deleted scence,extended scence and many more...love it soo much..than watch Race to Witch Mountain,Malay movie and end....today maybe continue wit The Unborn,My Bloody Valentine and Underworld...scary movie today..hehe...

when out around 6pm to meet my friends...sit and talk wit Faiz since he having problem and i hope tat with talking and advise i give him,he will cheer up and don't blame himself so much...we supposed to have dinner at Food Palace but the stall tat we usually eat close and end up at near by coffee shop...we had great laugh talking about our secondary school life and all the stupid stuff we did...miss those day...we eat,laugh,talk and they surprise me wit a b'day present...thank you guys,i love the present sooo much...

after dinner tat end very late,we decide to go karaoke...it was so much fun,funny and more fun...shela was sick but still she sing and she sound like a rock star..ehehe...it was a fun day i had..

2009-03-22T18:37:00.000-07:00

turning 20 last saturday was not fun,abit boring,normal,as usual and not wat i expected..but i can say IM HAPPY although its not a memorable one tat i want...

i celebrate wit my family,eating at Tea Tarik while waiting for my religion class to start..glad tat during my b'day happened tat i can get myself closer to god and thank him for everything he give me and about to.. while waiting,we talk,laugh and joke around..jus normal stuff we do everyday..but im not afraid to say tat, still IM HAPPY AND GREATFUL coz although i always talk,laugh an joke around wit them every other day and still on my b'day im doing tat, people might think im a boring person but i don't care coz wat i wan to do during my b'day is mine businesss...to me celebrating birthday without the one i love(family&friends) is meaningless and feel nobody..without them im a NOBODY coz they are the one who always there for me and love me for who i am...to make me happy during my b'day is very simple and easy..no need a present or do any amazing things for me,jus wish me and make me laugh or be wit me,im already happy and its enough..i know i got post a blog saying i wan thiz and tat for my day but i don't mean for anyone really to give me tat...i jus a saying and it jus things i wan and WAN to buy not get...

but overall im HAPPY turning 20 years old..lot of things for me to look forward...

fun part happened onli after my b'day..but first,outing wit my two sweetheart Ash&Shela is cancel coz Ash on major jetlag..its ok...fun part..i have been waiting and wanting this thing since the begining of the year and thinking of going to buy them today...but my sis shock me by buying it for me without a clue..but she know im crazy bout it...the things is TWILIGHT DVD wit Exclusive Special Features...weird rite...hehehe....who care,I LOVE IT...i almost cry when she give it to me and i jus cannot stop smiling the whole night while watching soccer match...and now the DVD is staring at me asking me to watch but wait...

Last night,Liverpool crash Aston Villa 5-0 and im so damn happy...and wat make me more happy is tat Fulham beat Manchester United 2-0,two match in the row Man U lose...last week Liverpool crash them 4-1..and Chelsea also lose to Tottenham 1-0...tat make Liverpool 2nd place and 1 point closer to Man U and hope to win the title after 19years.....the seond goals of Liverpool match i broke my nails,guess i was too excited...hell ya im excited...

2009-03-19T19:10:00.000-07:00

Friday,20 March

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY

FERNANDO TORRES

first week of freedom is BORING...coz i fall sick and jus stay home,onli yesterday jus when out wit buddy and meeting them later again for Career Fair at Suntec City...

tml is my BIG DAY coz im turning 20 years old....ARR!!feel soo old...mine teenager life is OVER...im not sure how im celebrating my day tml...coz i got religion class and maybe after tat jus have dinner wit my family...hehe..sound boring rite but still im happy get to celebrate my b'day wit my family,although its not so grand like others...the following day celebrating wit my two sweet darling Ash&Shela...pity ash coz she jus came back from HongKong the day before...i hope my 20 b'day will be a memorable one...

2009-03-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

wow!!i think my first weekend of ending ITE life will be suck coz im SICK...watever...

BIG MATCH tonight Liverpool vs Manchester United..who will WIN?

on thursday when out wit gayatri,to accompany me to settle some admin stuff for my private school..but actually the things can be settle during the first day of school but the person who called me,she's new and donno anything...wat a waste trip there but its worth it...after tat had our lunch at Long John and look for job..found one as KFC call operater(tat's funny)but no confirm yet...still looking for better one..from bugis to payar lebar to bugis again and than city hall...gaya & me,we had train and walking adventure..it was fun going up and down of the train..haha...we catch a movie Marley&Me at Marina..the movie is soo last month but still many people when to see it..very weird...the movie is so nice and i cry at the end of the movie coz Marley die...it was a nice day overall...

yesterday do nothing much..jus accompany my mum to poly and walk around interchange when it start raining heavily..so nice weather to sleep but i did not...than boring,boring,boring....

2009-03-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

BIG NEWS

LIVERPOOL BEAT REAL MADRID ON AGG 5-0

LATEST NEWS

START PRIVATE SCHOOL ON APRIL 13..EVERY MONDAY AND FRIDAY FORM 630PM TO 10PM

2009-03-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

...EXAM IS OVER...

..PARTY TIME..

after almost 2 month stressing and busy studying,its FINALLY,OFFICIALLY OVER.....

after 3 years of ITE life,FINALLY,OFFICIALLY OVER....but....

life is NOT OVER yet it jus BEGINNING...

monday
09/03/09 having my Accounting Paper
paper start in the afternoon but still woke up early to have last revision wit my friends at Airport Mac...reach Mac around 9am,have breakfast and start studying...clear all my doubt wit gaya and me making all of them confuse..hehe...of coz we really cannot focus studying,coz we have not see each other for a week and alot to talk about...and we end up talking,laughing and jokking around..it was raining heavily all day long...
i feel so much confident when i enter the hall but once i start doing,all go haywire when it come to Consolidated Income Statement and confuse myself in Consolidated Balance Sheet...having headache during the time im doing Consol...i can tally my Cash Flow but Cash Budget not really,mistake here and there...overall the paper not too difficult and not too easy..

tuesday
10/03/09 not exam but going out
woke up early,nothing to do so play computer...watch L word ep 8,after tat when to Sing Song to buy stuff and continue playing computer again,watch War Wolves and never study at all in the morning..afternoon also the same never study instead watch tv and play PSP...around 6.30pm when out to meet ash,shela,faiz & yan at Starbuck...i bring my notes along to study and i study OK but of coz get distracted...ash ask me to play this online game Hotel 626 and its very scary...before the game start, i started screaming already coz the intro music soo freaky...but end up ash play the game and me watching the game like a movie....hate the part when we have to sing to the baby and inside the car...if you guys wan to know why,GO and play the game...and of coz we laugh around,taking photo and crazy around...got home study abit before go to bed..
going out again on 22march for my belated birthday celebration and 28march gathering jus for sufian before he goes to Brunei

same hoddie

scared after the game

wednesday
11/03/09 having my Auditing Paper
i really cannot sleep the day before maybe coz of the STUPID game Hotel 626 or jus worried...i think i really fall asleep after my mum goes to work at about 5am...1h20min of sleep before alarm clock ring...before the clock ring,gaya msg me already soo no choice have to wake up....same thing happened feel confident when walk in the hall but die after seeing the paper...watever i study, never came out and watever i never study, came out..idiot right...its ok the Case Study will help me pass...don't wan to retake....

..last time wearing sch u..

2009-03-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

2 more days to ACCOUNTING EXAM

(09/03/09)

4 more days to AUDITING EXAM

(11/03/09)

after tat end of ITE life and welcome the real world

2009-03-03T18:31:00.000-08:00

4 days to BIG FINAL EXAM

7 days to END OF ITE LIFE

16 days to ENG OF TEENAGES LIFE

have been staying at home for the past 2days of the week..no going to school at all..jus stay at home and self studying...i miss my buddy already...GUYS WHEN WE WAN TO MEET AGAIN??i know monday we will see each other but PLEASE HAVE A STUDY GROUP FIRST...IM BEGGING!!hehe...
so far im OK wit Accounting onli left wit Audit,have to memorize alot of things...11chapter,out of 11,2 of it is Bank Recon and Aging...COUNTING...its ok still got time to revise...

tiz month im soo broke after buying stuff online which cost me $90..but lucky my sis help me pay quarter of it...thank sis,love you soo much...but still i have others things in mind to buy like Twilight DVD NOT VCD,watch Movie - Street Fighter - Race to Witch Mountain - Adventureland-more and etc...wit no job and no money none of it going to happen...it will happen but its take time,nothing come easy....

2009-02-28T21:01:00.000-08:00

....Pictures i promise yesterday....

funny lol...

queen of coffee...hahah

killing cherie...wakkak

onli 3...

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LIVERPOOL???

2009-02-28T05:42:00.000-08:00

7 days to BIG EXAM

10 days to LAST DAY OF ITE LIFE

20 days to LIVING TEENAGES LIFE

friday do nothing much in school..jus come for career fair and do some reivison paper..the economy is so bad that the job tat hiring is all the govenment job like ICA,Police,SCDF and Warrder..im thinking of applying ICA after my 5month course if i cannot find a job at childcare center...i feel soo scared taking of the futures and jobs..

after sch,when to airport wit shiqi and cherie to study...instead of studying we busy taking photo and making noise at BK and i think people around us who are studying is piss off by our noise...hehehe...but u manage to finish one revision paper and tats good wat..hehe...

will upload our stupid pic soon....

2009-02-25T21:56:00.000-08:00

10 days to BIG EXAM

13 days to LAST DAY OF ITE LIFE

22 days to 20th BIRTHDAY

LIVERPOOL BEAT REAL MADRID

1-0

in Champion League

2009-02-23T18:39:00.000-08:00

12 days TO BIG EXAM

15 days TO LAST DAY OF ITE

24 days TO 20TH BIRTHDAY

Hmmm....wat i do during weekend??saturday hang out wit my two girlfriends,catch up wit each other life,talk and of coz laugh...
sunday,jus stay at home watching The Dugges family show...the family got 17 children and fun watching how they lead their life wit a very big family...i wish i got alot of sibilings..hehe...if not i got 6 siblings but my mum miscarried 3 time...heheh...after tat study for the whole day....

yesterday,school was boring and tiring...do nothing much,all we do is revision and more revision..

more wake up early jus to watch Oscar Red Carpet coz of Robert Pattinson and Slumdog Millionair...got to watch for awhile onli than have to go to school...on the way back home around 5pm,found out tat Slumdog Millionair win 8 out of 10 nomination including Best Picture and Best Director...soo i tell myself,no matter wat happened have to watch the Show and Red Carpet at night...watch red carpet at 7pm on E! and 11pm the Show on Channel 5...i cannot believe i stay up until 2.30am to watch the show...hehehe....

*NICOLE RICHE IS PREGENT WIT HER SECOND BABY

Hugh Jackman is the host and he is the BEST host ever and he sooo damn funny...love the opening and he really can sing,so do Anne Hathaway..this is the first time im watching Oscar till the end, usually i jus surf the net i check who win...watch coz i found out that Hugh going to perform something,Zac,Van and Rob is there and of coz the Moive of the Year Slumdog Millionair..i laugh almost all the time through out the show coz some of the presenter is soo funny like Ben Stiller wit Natalie Portman and more lah....the best bout the show is get to see all the beautiful dress the women wear and hot suit th guys wear...ehehhe...

hot & cute couple..

Slumdog Millionair cast and cute kids

HOT Robert Pattinson

HOT Dress i LIKE

2009-02-18T17:32:00.000-08:00

17 days to BIG EXAM

29 days to 20th BIRTHDAY

i have not been update regularly coz im jus abit busy wit studying and most to the time wat i have been doing is studying...study study study.....so here the review wat i have been doing last weekend and tis week....

last weekend was Valentine Day,and i did not go anywhere coz i was not feeling well..even the next day,sleep the whole weekend hehehe....

monday school was tiring,coz during SW we really sweat ourselves off playing badminton..it was fun..we have early lunch and got 1hour to spend before next lesson so we decided to sit down and talk..while reading newspaper we came across the story about 13years old boy being a dad..i was totally shock and unbelieveable...after tat we start talking about sex and stuff...during Auditing and Accounting lesson all of us loose control,talking rubbish and half dead...coz we jus felt soo tired after SW hehe....

tuesday not lesson...stay at home watching online movie and show...in the afternoon before my mum got home,i cook Black Peppar Chicken for the family and tidy up the house abit hehehe....

wednesday start school at 8am and end at 10am,did not go for lecture coz going out wit Mr Hari to eat Dosai...before meeting him Gaya,Shiqi,Charlene and me we meet first to watch movie(Slumdog Millionair)...it was the BEST MOVIE...the guy play Jamal is cute and the brother Salim look like Micheal Jackosn...hehehe....overall i love the movie...after tat walk to Far East to buy shoe and walk to Taka Mango to try cloth...Shiqi was funny there,every jacket she try on she will start dancing and modelling around...she look really good in all the jacket she try and look like business women...busy trying on cloth we forgot about Hari and we were late...hired a cad and rush down to Little India...we eat dosai around Chandra Road i think,and catch up wit each other will eating....it was sooo much fun....charlene never eat dosai before and Hari have to teach her how to eat and she look like she was forcus to eat but happy tat she love it...hehehe....talk about school,his class creat trouble,SM ang moh teacher and stupid stuff...after tat walk to Mustafa Centre..walk for a while there and head back to town to play bowling....it was soo fun and i WIN...hehehe...while we were there, saw tis guy he look like someone i use to like(gaya you should kown wat im talking about)playing...hehehe...after tat when to arcade to play Daytona and again i WIN..hahahah....and of coz we laugh alot,joke and fooling around and havind fun of our life...hahaha.....

today never to school coz all lazy to go...hehehe

2009-02-11T22:19:00.000-08:00

24 days to BIG EXAM

37 days to 20th BIRTHDAY

SCHOOL&WORK
tml is the last day to apply for Poly...although im not going to Poly but i jus apply for it..for fun i guess..i apply Culinary and Hospitality at TP and Business Application at RP...if i get Culinary i will consider about it...if other than tat NO...

i have not forget about my Private School things...hehehe....still waiting for them to call again to confirm when i start and stuff...

exam is coming and i feel tat i abit prepared and gain abit confident of myself...feel soo nervous each day...with enough reivison and practice im sure i can make it...i just have to believe in myself...

as for job searching,im still searching for one...and im getting more and more worried each day pass...i donno why...

SPORTS
SPAIN beat ENGLAND 2-0.....hehehe....

unbelieveable Chelsea is looking for Manager AGAIN...Robbie Keane leave Liverpool and when back to is old club Spurs in least then a year...Man Utd getting stronger as always...and Aston Villa is getting better while Arsenal is getting bad to worst...

LIFE
so far my life in 2009 OK...everything is going soo fast and the faster it get the more worry i am..but i have to take it...

CANNOT LIVE FOR YESTERDAY AND STILL FOR TODAY BUT HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD FOR THE FUTURE...

2009-02-09T19:04:00.000-08:00

26 days to my BIG EXAM for the 2years in Higher Nitec..im only quarterly prepared for the two modules im taking and tat is Accounting & Auditing..although it only two modules to study,it very hard to do coz alot of things to remember and i sometime jus forget easily..have to forcus more and try not to thing of anything else..but im really worry tat i cannot find a job after exam to pay for my private school and most of the job(at childcare centre) available need cert to apply..i jus have to find other job first before looking for better one after my private school..

39 days to my 20th BIRTHDAY..i feel soo old but sometime i feel kids..playing a fool,being pampered by my mum,acting like a kid sometime and feel like being teenage forever...heheh...growing up is part of our life and changes..being 20 is not jus a number 2 in front and not 1 anymore..it tell me tat,its time to grow up and be more responsibilities..i know its hard to do tat but i will try to be more grown up and don't take life for granted..

2009-02-09T18:31:00.000-08:00

Life can be like a roller coaster...

And just when you think you've had enough,

and your ready to get off the ride and take the calm, easy merry-go round...

You change your mind, throw you hands in the air

and ride the roller coaster all over again.

That's exhilaration...that's living a bit on the edge...that's being ALIVE.

Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.

2009-01-31T02:07:00.000-08:00

here come weekend again...

my week had been abit boring...monday when out wit cousin for study at airport and meet galfriends after tat...as usual we laugh,talk and more laughing..
tuesday jus stay at home..
wednesday,back to school..most of my group member did not turn up except for yanqi&aisyah..so school for me was boring but nice coz i get to pay more attention during lesson and lectures...hehehe...
thursday,was the same,tiz time onli gaya&me turn up...and finally we now how to do Bank Recon without people disturbing...no hard feeling guys....after lesson me&gaya,we had lunch in school and talk for awhile..the funny things is we talk about boys...hehehe...
friday,shiqi is back in school..for charlene and cheryl one week holiday...other than tat everything pretty much the same...

2009-01-23T05:26:00.000-08:00

*Maybe I'm wrong, you decide

Shoulda been strong ,yet I lied

Nobody gets me like you

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY SISTER

cannot believe she 25years old coz she do not look like 25...hehehe...but anyway,hope she having a great time wit her BF...we still got long weekend to celebrate wit her...hehehehe....

finally today school we finish doing ACCPAC...starting from next week more time for accounting lesson...auditing starting revision soon since all 11 chapter she finish go through...preparing for the BIG EXAM MARCH....ahahaha....

im sooo HAPPY yesterday,my private school finally call...ask me when i can start the class and which day i prefer Mon n Fri or Wed n Sat evening classes...but im ok wit anything...they will call me again to confirm and give me more details on the classes...hehehehe....hope what i plan last year will go smoothly..

*I know everything changes

I don't care where it takes us

Cause I know how I feel about you

2009-01-20T19:42:00.000-08:00

*I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

...36 more days to exam and 39 more days to end of ITE life...

wow!!less than 2month to enjoy school life and after tat Working World...but nothing new for me coz i work before but things will be different tiz time coz it is for the future...

im still waiting for my private school to call to confirm when the class will start..hope they will call sooon....most of my friends are going to Poly and looking forward to apply next month...

and i need WORK badly...most of the childcare centre i found need experience and cert to work..ARRRR!!!!anyone got job lobang please tag me....PLZ PLZ!!!

jus now in school,we got back our Accounting CA marks and im sooo scared coz i did very badly for the CA and though i FAIL but i PASS but lower marks lol...hehehe...the paper very tricky lol,many student cannot do it even our top student in class find it tricky too...really have to study hard for exam...die die must master all the 3 Accounting chapters and 11 Auditing chapters...

*I hate

You hate

I hate

You love me

2009-01-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

tiz week onli when to school for 2days..monday & wednesday...tuesday no class,thursday plan not going for class as the lesson is boring..hehehe and today im jus not feeling well..better rest at home so tat i will not be sick on Monday coz CA....wow!!i already fall sick twice this month..first during new year and one and half week after school reopen...maybe starting of 2009 is not my month...hehehe.....but i hope coming the next few month i will be OK and plan for future will go smoothly...

2009 moive i WAN or MUST watch

**Underworld: Rise of the Lycans

**Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

**Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

**New Moon

*How to be

*Little Ashes

*Race to Witch Mountain

*The Ugly Truth

*Adventureland

*Fighting

Bride Wars

The Unborn

Push

Fired Up

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian

Dance Flick
He’s Just Not That Into You

Confessions of a Shopaholic

The Boy In the Striped Pyjamas

Haunting of Molly Hartley

more....

**MUST watch *WAN watch

2009-01-14T06:28:00.000-08:00

BROKE EVERY MONTH OF JANAUARY COZ OF BIRTHDAY

11 Jan - My cousin Mazliana

12 Jan - My dad & Gayatri

18 Jan - My cousin Hafiz

23 Jan - My SISTER

31 Jan - My uncle Cik Jumali

2009-01-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

wow!!tiz pass few days had been crazy...

monday
during SW,we have to run 2.4 and do some of the five station...it was soo tiring lol...i cannot feel my leg after the run...cannot really pay attention during class but force myself to do so..reach home,bath and take a nap for awhile...

CANNOT WAIT FOR THE NEXT DAY...GOING PARTY...HEHEHE!!

tuesday
IT'S PARTY TIME!!!the day tat we have been waiting for....it's not really a party but a celebration for Gayatri who turn 20 yrs old on Monday but we celebrate the day after...hehe...we really plan this outing carefully...

first we meet at Plaza Singapura,than walk to Cathay to buy movie ticket...watching "COLLEGE"at 515pm....while waiting for the movie,we when to MIND CAFE to play boardgames...it was my first time going there and it was sooo FUN....we play Jenga,Taboo and Clue...we when nut playing Taboo and all kind of stupid and funny things came out from the game...and im suck at that game but the best was Clue...we have to guess who is the killer,the ghost and scene...it was sooo much fun and i WIN the last game...hehehe..

the movie was great and also unexpected coz none of us have seen the trailers..all we know its about college life and stuff...but end up alot of dirty scene..and i bet alot of guys will LOVE the movie...overall the movie not bad...hehe...

after movie when for dinner at FISH & CO....tat is the BEST MOMENT for the day...we surprise Gayatri wit cake and of coz laugh alot...alot of crazy stuff happened there but too crazy to update...hehehe....or maybe jus being lazy...wakakaka....

Kaya crying and we enjoying the cake...

today
after the outing yesterday,i was too tired to go to school...i cannot wake up but force myself too..coz CA is on monday...i was half die at school and some more im having headache...end school very early but never go home instead when to study at BK Airport...do one worksheet and got stuck and end up playing BINGO....gayatri keep losing but finally she win the last game...hehehe....reach home,bath and straight sit in front of tv waiting for American Idol 8 to start...it was a good starting,alot of youngster going to Hollywood...and i hate the girl wearing bikin for audition...she really got attitude problem...i don't think she will make it in hollywood...

2009-01-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

i know it very early before my 20th Birthday but jus wan to let you guys know...if anyone wan to get me a Present(thick skin ar..hehehe)...

.....GET ME ANY OF THIS THINGS.....

I WAN THE HOODIE JACKET BADLY

get them here:

http://search.hottopic.com/search?p=Q&ts=custom&lbc=hottopic&w=Twilight

2009-01-08T20:58:00.000-08:00

finally weekend is back again...i feeling soo tired today...

its great to be back in school...im soo happy get to see my friends again after 3weeks holiday..hehe...lesson still the same,nothing change..now busy studying for CA2 on 19 Jan...after tat exam on 9 & 11 March...wow!!less than 2month in school and graduate after tat..sooo fast...

IM GOING TO MISS SCHOOL

school nothing interesting happened,jus alot of new student..alot of MAT of coz...Minah not really or maybe i jus have not seen them around yet...so far everything was OK...nothing much to update but next week will be exciting coz going party on tuesday...hehehe....

here are my class photo

2009-01-04T01:38:00.000-08:00

tomorrow start school already!!wow!!!

im soo happy to go to school coz i MISS my friends soo MUCH...never got to meet during holiday,since everyone were busy wit working and stuff...

4day pass since 2008 ended and welcome 2009...do nothing much since im sick but yesterday was the best 1st day for 2009...when to karaoke(ehehe) wit my two galfriend Shela&Ash...it was my first time going so it was fun and exciting for me...we sang alot of song from the 80s & 90s to simple plan,backstreet boys,vengaboys,malay and even hindi song...it was soo fun and funny lol...cannot stop laughing and really enjoy myself...

after karaoke,when to collect shela HP and walk around town,looking at "HELLO"it means hot boys...it our new signal for 2009 for hot boys...hehehehe...so walking around saying Hello to every hot boys we saw but not really say hello to them but say to each other..it crazy and lame lol...hehehehe....

last stop,Wisma Starbuck...and there,the most embarassing thing happened...there were like 5 malay girls walking into starbuck and i though they were buying drink but instead they were standing at the counter where all the starw,tissue and other stuff were place and making themself free drinks..they were like mixing warm milk and chocolate and other stuff for themself and walk away...it was embarassing lol...they could share money and buy one drink for themself..from the way there were dressing,i bet they can effort one drink to share...but NO...im sure the worker were piss for tat...anyway who care...we sat there for awhile,talking bout holiday stuff...ash and her family going hongkong tiz march and ask shela&me to follow if we wan...shela looks interested and i bet she will go...as for me,i WAN TO GO but i have to know how much the flight will cost so i can ask my mum for present for my birthday tat month...hehehehe....and try to safe up...hehehe....it will be crazy if i can make it and it will be totally fun for ash,shela&me coz it will be our first vacation together.....hehehe....

2008-12-31T02:53:00.000-08:00

wow!!it had been more than a week since i last update my blog...it jus tat my sis laptop when for a short holiday at my sis bf house..tat y,not been able to update my blog...hehehe....nothing much really happened,jus stay at home,stare at the four wall(like prison like tat),watch tv,do homework,housework and help my mum...tat what i do almost everyday for my 3weeks holidays...boring ar...but im like tat...im a home type person...LOVE MY HOME SOOO MUCH....hehehe...

cannot believe today is the last day of 2008,and i will be spending the new year at home wit my lover "TISSUE"...coz im SICK...it ok...i love being sick coz i love having sexy voice...wakakakaka.....hope will recover soon since school start next week...and im sure i will be busy by then coz busy preparing CA and end of year exam in March...soo sad....hehehe....

2008 had been great for me...there is up and down,happy and sad,lucky and unlucky...but im glad tat i still have my family the whole year and for new year 2009 hopefully...

2008

STUDIES
im happy in my studies and result tat i got...although did not As all the subject,i still consider myslef lucky...not many student can handle Accounting....hehehe....really looking forward for my private school..taking Early Childhood Course...

FRIENDS
2008 is like friends bonding year for me coz i really bond wit my ITE buddy...we share alot of things together,spend alot of time together doing project,studying and jus hang out..i also very happy tat they trust me and share their private life wit me and accept my suggestion,opinion and advise openly...sometime i feel like a love advisor to them and i donno why im good at it...it very funny... and for my 2 galfriend Shela&Ash,although we spent least time together but each time we meet,we try to talk more about our life and i really glad tat our friendship is still strong as ever and still share things wit each other...ehehe

FAMILY
2008 it hard for my family coz we lost our last elderly in the family and tat is my grandmother...when she gone,our life change abit..especially during special event like Hari Raya Puasa and Haji and etc...usually we will go to my aunt house to visit her but tiz year we jus stay at home or visit the cementry..for my own family,we have our own problem but we try to keep it under control and work things out...

MY LIFE
nothing really change in my life...still single and still looking for someone tat right for me...love had not really been my luck tiz year...sometime,there is someone but i jus let it go easily..i donno why...maybe...it very hard to explain ar...other then tat im still the same...

...SAME OLD ME...

CRAZY
2008 nothing really crazy i did,other then laugh like mad wit my friends,telling lame jokes,disturb our lecturer and i really laugh alot this year....i think the onli crazy thing i did was a few month back coz of TWILIGHT...really countdown the day to premier,everytime i surf the net i will be looking at their video of them been interview or anything to do wit Twilight...tat really crazy and funny to think back of it.....hahahahaha.....

i really hope tat 2009 will be a great year to look forward and who know find my true love...bond wit my friends will be there not onli in 2009 but forever and ever...family lead a happy and healthy life...

2008-12-22T19:32:00.000-08:00

sunday spent my mum birthday at East Coast beach...we bring nothing much,jus when there to relax,jus sit down enjoy the ocean and talk...it might sound boring to some of you but to me its fun and its great talking to ur cousin, uncle & aunt...all kind of funny story and joke come out from the talking we had...and of coz alot of pictures were taken...my cuz Ana & CT is a great photographers...most of the pic they take is sooo nice....
here are the pic...

boys will always be boys...hehehe

look how cute the boys taking care of a baby....soo sweet...

love all this pic

before the celebration start,worst thing happened...it start rainning...wat a bad luck...but it turn out ok...we have fun playing bowling and all kind of funny post we had throwing the ball....and the winner goes to my father...after bowling,when for early dinner at the foodcourt...and cut the cake there and eat all the nice food....hehehe...we when back very early coz wan to watch soccer...hehehe...too bad SINGAPORE LOSE...Liverpool draw with Arsenal so do Chelsea...hehehe....LIVERPOOL STILL ON TOP....

*there is more pic to upload but too bad i have not receive them from my cuz...soo once i receive i will upload them...

AND one more thing...ROBERT PATTINSON cut his hair and he looksss sooooo damn stupid...i laugh my head off seeing the picture...im happy im soo OVER him already but not the movie....he jus another guy i like....but my baby will still be FERNANDO TORRES....no hard feeling Robert,he more cute than you....hehehe....jus kidding....but it true...hahaha....

2008-12-21T04:35:00.000-08:00

MY MUMMY

JACKSON RATHBONE

2008-12-18T20:12:00.000-08:00

WOW!!!yesterday was the best day i had in 2008..finally the wait had end for me..been waiting for Twilight moive for month..making me crazy...hehehe...watch the moive wit my cousins...

the cinema was full house yesterday and we are smart enough to book the ticket online and get a great sit..the people in the cinema was great,they laugh alot and i never expect that reaction from them...but overall it was a GREAT AND AMAZING MOIVE...now cannot wait for New Moon next year November 20...

after movie walk around and had our dinner at Sakura...continue walking again and finally sat down at Starbuck and talk for a long time...we talk about alot of thing like What is the best and worst of 2008,Things tat we regret doing,Boys and more...the talk was great,get to know more bout our own cousins and get more closer with each other...i did not expect to be more open with my cousin,although most of my problem i share wit my friends but nw i think i can expect more from my cousin and we had make a deal tat we should have cousin outting more offen...tat make me more happy...hehehehe....

Twilight still going me GOOSEBUM...and everytime i see picture or the trailer i will get Butterfly in my stomach..and i donno how long it will last but i hope it will end soon....hehehe...

Sunday/21DEC is my MUM birthday and i still have not get her a present..yesterday when around town but cannot get anything coz it had to find a great present for her..maybe i jus spent time wit her and try not to make her angry..hehe..
and also its JACKSON RATHBONE birthday too..

*tml update photo taking during cousin outing..

2008-12-16T23:02:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SINCE LAST MONTH...AND FINALLY IT HERE...18 DECEMBER 2008...

..........TWILIGHT..........

2008-12-11T22:41:00.000-08:00

......6 MORE DAYS TO GO.....

...CANNOT WAIT!CANNOT WAIT!...

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"

it hard to pretened to be someone that you are not but sometime it also hard jus being yourself..scare tat people might not accept who we are and judge us in the way they think and see us..but me i love being myself coz i love myself and don't really care wat other might think..it easy for me to say tat coz im not in a situation tat will make people talk about me or think negative about me..but in this world,there is many kind of people...they have their right to think the way they think..but sometime,some people out there are looking for people to accept who they are and not label them as different..and YES,we are different but we are human being in the same way..the different tat make us is our charater,behavior and personality..so don't be afraid to be yourself and let other know more bout you and see if they accept the way who you are..there no harm being yourself or even ashamed..

...JUST CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF THEM...

2008-12-05T23:32:00.000-08:00

.....12 MORE DAYS.....

wow!!im having a long weekend...yesterday never go to school instead when to my cousin house and hang out...chit chat wit my aunt,laughing all the way and of coz my baby was there too...play around wit him and really love him sooo much...
look at how CUTE he sleep!!!

now doing nothing...jus sit in front of the computer and surf the net...tml got wedding to attened and probably help my mum cooking for Hari Raya Haji on monday...and monday morning going to cemetery and hang out at home and eat all the food my mum cook....hehehee.....

outing pic wit my ash,shela&yan last week..
and we love making funny faces..

2008-12-02T21:51:00.000-08:00

...STILL GOING CRAZY COZ OF TWILIGHT...

...15 MORE DAYS...

it had been a week since i last update...jus being lazy to update..hehehehe.....

nothing much happened the past week...jus busy studying Auditing....

saturday,accompany my mum and aunt to JB together wit my cousin so i will not be bored alone...hehehe....at the JB checkpoint we were stuck for about an hour...standing in a crowded and super hot....reach JB straight when to eat,shop around and get my mum stuff.....i bought 3 cd and of coz one of them is Twilight...i was so shock the cd is out but the quality no really tat good but still can see the picture and not bad lah..the other two show was Death Race(love the movie soo much) and Penelope(in love wit tat moive..soo touching)....

sunday,doing nothing jus study the whole day...sleep early for test nxt day...

monday,Auditing CA was ok....not tat hard but the way the write the question is abit tricky...but i manage to do it....hehehe....lesson at 3 the Section Head come and visit our class..and it sooo funny lol...we act soo well...got Accounting CA mark and i did ok....

tuesday,the day i have being waiting for coz it Adventure Rope....but it turn out abit disappointed coz end early and do nothing much...hehehe...but after tat something really make my day...i cannot stop smiling on the way home....i saw someone tat i really wan to see for the last time since last year before he graduated...he came back yesterday to school dressing sooo smart and not forgetting his sunglasses...and OMG!! he loook sooo HOT MAN!!!!he was a SM student tat i had a cruch on since Nitec...but i was shock when i find out he was MARRIED...hehe...soo unbelieveable...fall for a married guy...hehehe....but i over it now...but still like him abit....hehehehe.....reach home around 11,eat my breakfast i bought at Mac and watch DVD i bought from JB while waiting for 4pm to go out....hehehe...
PIC

it was raining heavily while im on the way to meet my friends at TM....i was the first to reach and than shela,ashreen and of coz sufian is the last to arrive....sit at Starbuck as usual...ashreen jus bought laptop and soo we surf the net...taking photo,laugh and more laugh....we were on stickam and chat wit a few people there....and there is this guy from USA we chatting wit....it soo funny lol...it a very long story but i update this part of the chat it sooo funny....he ask,do we like black people and ash say she like Corbin Bleu for black people and he on his cam and we were abit shock coz he look abit like Corbin and Cris Brown....ehehe...while he asking tat question, i say "I DON'T LIKE BLACK PEOPLE BUT I LIKE BLACK PEPPER"using male tone kind of voice and wit indian accent...and i laugh soo hard...hahahaha.....i was jus a joke soo no hard feeling...wakakakakaka....i say tat to Gayatri and she laugh when ever i say tat....hehehe....i really miss them soo much and i was a great hang out after sooo long....

today,onli attened Accoungting lesson and skip lecture...hehe...skip lecture and when to Bugis...not shopping but to register my private school after graduate next year...after tat when to eat KFC,talk,laugh and walk around for awhile...now at home doing nothing...tml school start at 11 and end at 1....stupid 2hour of school....hehehe....

2008-11-26T03:49:00.000-08:00

ARRRRRRRR!!!!OMG!!!OMG!!OMG!!!!ARRRRRRRR!!

I CANNOT BELIEVE MYSELF..I WATCH TWILIGHT ONLINE...ARRRRR!!!!!!!

CANNOT HELP....THE MOVIE IS CALLING ME,"COME!COME!WATCH ME!WATCH ME!"...

AND NOW I FEEL BAD WATCHING....

DON'T CARE! EVEN THOUGH I SPOILT THE MOOD TO WATCH AT CINEMA,IT WILL STILL FEEL THE SAME AS WATCHING FOR THE FIRST TIME....BUT TAT TIME,IT WILL BE ON THE BIG SCREEN.......

the movie was AMAZING AND AWESOME!!!!out of 10,i will give 7 or 8...coz all of the interesting part in the book were not in the movie...but who care...I LOVE THE MOVIE...

NOW CANNOT WAIT FOR NEW MOON...

2008-11-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

...IM GOING CRAZY ALL THANK TO TWILIGHT...

...22 MORE DAYS...

Sunday
last sunday when out wit girlfriend to study....tiz is our first time going out on the weekend..hehehe...meet up at Bugis to study at National Library but end up studying at Marina Starbucks..coz no space at the library...the place is sooo big and high but they put very little chair and table to study...tat weird...hehehe...study for a few hour then walk around..cheryl when shopping..she buy beg and sweater at Zara and cost her almost $200...but it worth it lah...the beg is soo nice...while she was shopping,charlene and shiqi busy trying on cloth..after tat we decide where to have our dinner...we always having problem where to have dinner...coz im the onli malay and they have to find a place that i can eat..sooo sorry you guys...and also cannot make up our mind where to eat...but in the end,we end up at Swensen's...we are sooo hungry....the rest of them have to wait for me coz the waiter mess up my order...i really pity them especially gayatri...she is sooo hungry...when my food arrived,we eat so fast and gayatri finish first...she eat in less than 10min like tat...WOW!!!she really hungry...heheheeh....walk around town for awhile before heading home....while heading home,it was interesting coz gayatri saw tiz,we think he is a Punjabi guy...and OMG!!!he is sooo hot lol....gayatri was blushing all the way inside the train...but soo sad he have to drop down soo soon...we gt the feeling tat,tat guy wan to talk to gayatri coz when he drop down he keep looking at gayatri....hehehehe.....reach home around 10+,bath and sleep staright away coz too tired and the next day is CA.....
charlene really focusing on her work...hehe

shiqi too but she still can smile...hehe

"A"star student teaching charlene...wakaka...

Monday
i have the confident tat i can do the paper very well...but the paper is abit tricky and i mess up abit...but overall i think i can make it...hehehe...

Tuesday
no school,jus stay at home but when out at night to send off my cousin..she going China with her school...soo fun and i abit jealous...hehehe....we had our dinner together at T1 canteen...talk and laugh of coz...and we got a new member in the family...it a BABY BOY....actually no really a family member,he is my cousin friends son,who my cousin take care of him...hehehe....he is sooo cute lol...his name is sooo long and my uncle him Awang...very weird name...hehehe..play wit him all night...there were alot of people at T1 last night...hehe...when it time for my cousin to go inside,her sister cry...it was funny lol..she told us that she not going to cry and she is strong but in the end she cry....the whole family was laughing and disturbing her..saying tat, tonight she sleep alone and all kind of scary things will appear...hehehe...love disturbing her.....reach home abit late and the next day class start at 8am....
ME!!hehe

ME with BABY!!! hehehe...

the one tat going China...in red...

the sis tat cry...haha

family photo...

US!!

Today
last night,i really got a very nice,romantic and sweet dream...it have been sooo long,i have tat kind of dream....hehehe...when i wake up i feel abit fresh and was laughing at myself..wan to know wat the dream about???hehehe....no way im going to update it....the dream belong to me,myself & i....hehehehe.....school was sooo boring,almost all my group member never come except for Yanqi....charlene and cheryl sure too tired to come coz working..shiqi have to work early today and tat GAYATRI sleep like a pig...call her 5time,she never hear...soo my day today was abit quite....now something is killing me again...Twilight movie is already been put up online and it kill me not to watch...i hava to watch..now the thing is loading...hehehe.....bye....going to watch nw...heheheeh

2008-11-22T03:39:00.000-08:00

another week jus over...nothing much really happened during the week..jus abit busy revising for CA tiz monday...

the best day was on thursday coz we took class photo for the last time before graduate next year..it was ssooo fun,funny,hot and more fun...

taken at school toilet after photo taking...heeheh

friday,im not really myself coz i totally lost and blur during Accounting lesson..i forget how to do cash flow for awhile...maybe i was too excited about something and i don't really know wat...but it crazy...or maybe i excited coz of Gayatri..coz she taking her 2nd TP tat day....but too bad she did not make it....nevermind gayatri don't give up...learnt from your mistake...

...IM GOING CRAZY ALL THANK TO TWILIGHT...

...26 MORE DAYS...

2008-11-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

jus finish watching soccer and at the same time doing my AA homework..Liverpool beat Bolton 2-0...goal score by Kuyt and Gerrard...i donno how they can loss in Carling Cup last thursday..hehehe...

school was ok...

tuesday no class so jus stay at home..

wednesday end early then head home straight...

thurday end early again..when to my aunt house at Woodlands..hang out wit my cousin since long time never meet her and of coz disturb her...reach there around 2.45pm...watch tiz Korean show and it was sooo funny..we laugh soo loud..the main purpose of going there is to borrow her storybook Breaking Dawn and see the FIRST magazine she bought since i lazy to buy and save money...hehehe...she bought the magazine coz gt Twilight and she like Edward sooo much...she cannot stop talking about the storybook im borrowing...she keep telling me what going to happened next in the book and it sooo annoying...when home at 630pm and reach around 8+...reach home call shi qi coz she need help in Accounting and we talk for almost 1hour...finish talking,i straight go and read my storybook...finish reading around 1am but i don't wan to stop...this book it soo addicated..once i start there no end...but i force myself to stop since tml class start early...

friday was the besst day...although the classs is boring,it the after class im looking forward coz gt a date wit my girlfriends(gayatri,shiqi,yanqi,aisyah,charlene&cheryl)...meet gayatri at city hall since she never come to school and charlene&cheryl at cathay..first we had our lunch at Plaza Singapura KFC...then head to cathay to watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa...the movie is soo funny and i like Gloria the Hippo...and of coz we laugh and disturb each other alot...and of coz gayatri is our victim....after moive we walk to Marina,then Bugis and back to town again...i really really enjoy myself tat day..it had been sooo long since we go out together...the last time we when out together was on 080808 Sentosa trip...

so i will stop here now...continue watching soccer,now Man U vs Stoke match...Man U lead 1-0 in jus 4min..score by Ronaldo...after tat continue wit my reading...donno wat time i will stop since tml doing nothing...ehehehe....

2008-11-10T17:48:00.000-08:00

Finally Robbie Keane had start scoring for Liverpool in EPL..he score twice last week to beat West Brom 3-0..other goal score by Alvaro Arbelo...share same point wit Chelsea but its ok...

Arsenal and Man U match was the best...two of my brother friends came over to watch the match and they are Arsenal supporter and my brother and dad is Man U suporter....so jus nice two,two...for me i support Arsenal,although i don't like them...now like them coz of Samir Nasri,who help Arsenal to beat Man U 2-1...my house was so noisey...screaming loundly when they score or miss....it was fun lol...
Samir Nasri

yesterday,is a clumsy day for cherie,shi qi and me..coz cherie accidently hit out pe teacher wit baseball ball,shi qi fall down and me, spilt my drink on my table...hehehe....nothing more funny when all stupid thing happened...ahahah.....

forget to say "I JUS BOUGHT A NEW HANDPHONE"....hehehehe....W980i....

first pic taken using my ne phone....hehehehe

inside lecture theater....other people busy studying,we asusal busy taking pic...hehe...

2008-11-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

OK...after all boring stuff i have been updating...today post will be abit interesting...let start with friday morning where its all begin...

start school at 8am and usually i will meet Gayatri at interchange but tat morning she msg me and say she skipping the morning class and i don't mind going alone to school...as usual wait for bus 2 and while i was waiting,there tiz guy out from no where saying HI to me...but i did not hear it until,a girl beside me look at me,trying to say something...so i take out me ear piece and look back...there is guy standing talking to me...so i say HI back to him and he start asking me question,like where im going and most of it i did not remember and finally he ask for my number..usually when a guy ask for my number,i will not give but tat day i was sooo stupid and blur i give him my number...how stupid can i be..after giving him my number,i feel soo regret and angry at myself and feel like killing Gaya coz if she was there this thing will not happened...

when i gt back from school,he call me but i did not pick up..and at night he call again using his house phone and i donno it him and pick up....i was sooo shock and again regret for picking up the phone...we talk for a few minutes,ask me all the stupid question like wat is my fav item,have i ate my dinner when it already 9pm,my birthday he sound abit disappointed when i say im 19 while his guess im 21...after we put down the phone,he msg me to ask me out for a movie and dinner and of coz i say no coz i don't even know him...he was like Come on AIN...i don't like the way he say tat,so i give him a reason saying tat i was Attach and guess wat he reply..."Come on AIN i can buy anything you wan",when i read tat,i feel sooo insult and of coz angry..what did he think i was,a gal that love a guy for buying stuff for me,tat was sooo stupid and lame...i was sooo angry tat i reject his call and ignore his msg...

tiz morning he still have mood to msg me and ask me how is my character and he say he is friendly and simple guy...but i ignore the question n reply,"so sori,we cannot be friend..im attach and my guy don't like u msging me..so plz stop msging or call me anymore"..still piss off when he msg me...his reply was "i feel so hurt onli god know how i feel"..but he donno how i feel..i try not to be mean to him so i reply,"sori,i don't mean to hurt you..im sure u can find a gal better than me"..but my heart say "GO N DIE LOL"...he reply again says,"can u help me find one?"..still trying to keep in touch..i faster so NO and goodbye....end...i feel soo happy after tat...

after reading tiz plz don't get the wrong idea about me..not tat i don't wan to be his friend,it jus tat when he say he can buy me anything i wan,it make me feel sooo cheap and hurt...and i hate tat kind of guy...

tat y i always say ITS HARD TO FIND A RIGHT GUY...if we find one,they are either attach,married or GAY...hehehe...i found two out of three..one is attach and one is married...soo far no gays yet...i still cannot believe i fall for a married guy...hehehe....

2008-11-05T21:46:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS BARACK OBAMA

hope he will be a great President not onli for american people but for the whole world...and he his the first black president in a historic election..GOOD LUCK OBAMA...

an other ordinary day for me...school ok..studying hard for CA in 2week time...

2008-11-03T22:50:00.000-08:00

it had been very very long time i never blog..not really busy but jus donno wat to blog....
my life had been abit boring,nothing to do,jus stay at home watching tv,reading while other people busy wit their own life...

so time i feel sad for myself and tats weird...hehehe

no matter what i feel, i feel very happy coz the feeling im having is not suffering and there is a way to change it...i have to really thank god for the life he have given me...eventhoung i don't have everything i want but still im thank to him and happpy....i jus realise tat,does not mean you never get anything or have anything tat other people have, god never love you,he love you...he jus wan you to walk hard to achieve something you wan...if everytime you ask for something or wan somthing and you get easily, you might loose it easily too...

wat we have now it does not really matter...wat we don't have for our next life is important...we onli leave once in tiz world and forever in next ....and i feel scared in my next life...i donno wat going to happen... and im not prepare for that...all of thing i have not done...sometime i feel i waste it jus like tat,without doing anything...but i will work on it...

don't be scared or shock when anyone read my weird blog...i think i feel tiz way coz last saturday i went for my religious class and the teacher talk about what going to happen after we die and think like tat...and it scare me abit or should i say ALOT...ehehe...

2008-10-27T03:38:00.000-07:00

HOOOOORY!!!!! LIVERPOOL BEAT CHELSEA 1-0

now they are 1st..3 point away from chelsea..hope they keep up a good game and win the league

school days this days are OK...i feel tiz term very short as in timetable,no fun coz all we do in class is paying attention and like no more joking around and hardly have lunch wit friends coz usally class end early or they have work after school...we left less than 6 month together before graduation and i wish we can spend more time togther before separated...i hope we will still keep in contact after tat..hehehe

saturday,when out wit my two cousin Ana and Sis to Sembawang to watch High School Musical 3..overall i love the movie..i almost cry at the end of the movie..soo touching....love most of the songs in it....after tat when to eat...while eating we talk about Twilight book, the movie and also vampiers...hehe...Ana really into vampiers and wish she can be one and the way she talk about it soo funny...and she in love wit the Twilight guy Edward and the sister like Jacob...as for me i think i like Edward Cullen too as in the book.. coz i the first book, he sooo romatic,sweet and of coz mysteries coz he is the vampiers...but movie i like Jackson Racthbone aka Jasper Hale coz he is very cute ...i really cannot wait for the moive to be out December...

Jackson Racthbone

sunday,do nothing much...stay at home..

today,i wan in the mood to bake...i bake kek lapis and tats is my favourite..but tiz time i do it differently..usually i do very plan but now i use colour...i try doing it the Sarawak way but did not turn out the same...but its ok...first try,there will be next time...and of coz it tast nice...
look how colourful there are...hehehe

2008-10-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

Arrrr!! advance accounting 2 tiz term is soooo complicated....two teacher teaching different ways and im not sure which way to follow..both way are easy but i jus scared tat i confuse myself...never mind Ain jus understand wat u can....hehehehe...

wow!!today when shopping wit my mum....i buy watch and make a new spectacle since it broke last month...tiz two item cost me $473..ONLY 2 item...can die lol...now i left wit $500 in my bank...but i still wan to buy more things..like shoe,bag and change new hp...for the moment the money will stay in the bank,maybe can used it for my private school next year and maybe holidays on JUNE....hehehe...
tiz is my new watch...G-Shock

2008-10-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

nothing interesting had happened tiz week..
school also abit boring..it onli been one week and i feel soo stress..i think coz of auditing..first lesson already headache..have to do filing..it might sound easy but trying doing it..and also learning new Accounting software,interesting and hard at the same time...for now im not really worry on my studies coz i already plan wat im going to do after graduate..

after i graduate,im thinking of going to private school taking Early Childhood course..the course take up 8month and hope after tat can get a job at a childcare..never stop there,will still continue studying to improve myself..my dream is to be a kindergarden teacher since i love kids soo much...really have to work hard for my dream to come true..

it easy to plan but sometime wat u plan never came true...but tiz is for my future and i have to fight for it no matter wat...sometime a help from friends and family will be nice..like encouragement and support...but important thing is, I have to believe in myself tat i can do it..

2008-10-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday,is first day of school and i don't like the timetable..

monday - 8 to 5
tuesday - no school
wednesday - 8 to 11
thursday - 10 to 4
friday - 8 to 12

after weekend,one day school and no school...stupid rite...like the old timetable when friday no school and have a long weekend...
nothing much happened in school..jus sit down listen to the lecture and section head talking..go to class more talking going,collect book than go home..
today no class soo boring stay at home alone...tml lesson start already and need to be more serious and less laughing...hehehe...

2008-10-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

it had been 2 year since i last colour and highlight my hair..so today finally i when to salon to get my hair colour and highlight...hehehe...i sit in the salon for almost 3 hours but its ok im use to it...hehe...
i love my new hair...wakakaka....

tml is last day to enjoy my holiday since monday school re-open and it so exciting...coz i miss my friends sooo much...tml my agenda is, going out(finally) to my aunt house,my sis friends house for kenduri and maybe watching moive with my cousin all...tat all nothing much to update...

2008-10-09T20:54:00.000-07:00

7 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU!!

You are different from other guy i know or met
Your words are full of encouragement and support
Your are sweet,cute,kind and sometime crazy
Your are always there when i need you
You know how to make me smile and laugh
You always yourselves,not trying to be someone else
7th thing i like the most that you do...You make me love you

7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU!!

I hate the way you’re always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate when you keep things from me
I hate when you make me cry without a reason
I hate the worry you always make me feel
I hate when you make me angry
Lastly,I hate that you make me love you no matter what you do

This is just a list i wrote when im bord at work...to find a right guy is hard,no matter what im still looking for one and many girl are looking for their MR RIGHT...

I have a secret
A secret that is impossible
For myself to believe

The secret is that
I think I’m in Love

In love with someone
That is impossible.
Crazy for me to like
Fall in love with him.

People say that if you
Always fight or argue
With that person,
We will end up together.

And I think that
Is the reason.

Both of us are stubborn.
Always want to win
Love to tease each other
And always making each other angry

We know each other
For almost 3 years.

For that 3 years,
I find that he is OK
Very funny, easygoing and
Know how to make me smile.
Just by looking at him, he makes my day.

I think it just a crush.
To be in love with him,It so impossible.

2008-10-07T18:40:00.000-07:00

Arr.....tiz year hari raya,i don't feel like hari raya coz both my grandparent is got,both mum and dad side...usually i look forward for the first day raya...there where i meet my onli grandmother and meet my cousin beside my father...but thiz year i jus stay at home the whole day on the first day of raya...and i feel abit weird...but its ok,i will get use to it...hehe..

meet up my two GirlFriends Ash & Shela yesterday after so long never meet...while waiting for ash met my other GirlFriend Ain,who also long time never meet...i really miss all my secondary friends...especially my bro Ren Qin...hehehe.....

as usual walk around TM and have our dinner at Centry Square and talk,talk and laugh,laugh...hehehe....and not forgetting the thing we love to do..taking photo....hahaha...

shela busy always busy talking on the phone,while ash & me always busy taking photo...hehehe

2008-10-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

ARRRR!!!!!THEY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!

YES AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS COMING...AND I WAN TO MEET THEM...

tis is their second time coming to singapore...first time during Singfest last year and tat time i don't really know them and i jus liking them recently coz of the song "Dear God and "Afterlife"...wow!!i love the singer M Shadows and the two of their guitars players Zacky and Synyster....

M Shadows

Zacky & Synyster

Zacky

Synyster

2008-10-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

wow!!unbelieveable one month of fasting is over...

and I MISS MY COMPUTE,MY BED,MY TV AND ALSO MY FIRENDS...

it had been one month i neve blog and alot of things happened,happy,sad and interesting and also crazy...

first week of fasting...
1st week of fasting i really moody..no mood to work all i thing is quiting and very lazy...i thing coz i abit stress...tat week i got my exam...

second week of fasting
tat week i back to myself..have the energy to working and feel soo fresh...work is hard,meet all kind of people and behaviour...weekend was the best and tiring...best coz we have a very big feast during breaking fast...on saturday we having bonesteak or soup tulang in malay...hehe....it was so funny,we have to eat wit gloves so our hand will not be red....hehe...all the people around us were looking at us eating...but we don't care and jus eat and fool around...on sunday we having KFC...if think we order around 5 box and tat around 40 chicken altogether..and again people were looking at us...tiring coz there were many people...

third week of fasting
usually on the third week we will be very busy coz many people but this year not really many people..i think coz of the kids having exam like PSLE,N Level and O Level...coz of tat there were not many people...so we feel abit relax and also boring...

last week of fasting
last week were crazy coz one of our outlet in TKC, the working all ran away after get their pay..and in the end, half of our staff have to go there and make our place soo dead...coz there is not fun without all of us working together...but i was happy on the night eve coz we work together till 630 in the morning of Hari Raya and tat crazy....

four week pass very fast and lot of thing i donno at first and i know now...like for example guys...most of the staff is guys and onli two girls were there....soo during breaking fast time they will look at pretty girl and say things bout them and when they see ugly girls,they curse them one kind but in a good way...some of them already have girlfriend but they act as if there are single...going around looking at girls and once they even ask me to ask for their number...how crazy is tat...i know guys will always be guys...looking at pretty girl and i know there is nothing wrong looking at pretty but i feel weird sometime.....

sometime when i was working i jus feel like breaking down..coz im too tired,always go home around 2 or 2+ in the morning...and i know the other must be tired too especially the guys who have to carry heavy boxes when the stock come, will i jus sit at the cash register...but being a cashier is not easy,it very stress...you donno if you count correctly and give the change correctly and face all the customer and tolerate their behaviour...sometime i feel like killing some of the customer...if i wan to write it all down,it jus make me angry all over again....jus have to forget and forgive....

i have to say,i will miss working at Raja Kuih coz i told myself tat this year will be my LAST year working...and also miss my working friends Azri,Arwin,Azmi,Elfi,Wan,Ira,Jack,Aidil and Mat....

picture time.....

busy preparing of the opening....

tiz is how my work place looks like..full of boxes around...hehehe...

tiz is a sign we always put up when we are breaking fast but people are too stupid and stubbon to read the sign and disturb us eating and it happened everytime...

waiting to break fast wit bonesteak...hehehe

enjoying the food....YUMMY!!!

still enjoying....hehehe

too happy get to eat bonesteak ar Elfi...hahaha

KFC TIME!!!!!

busy working but Azry can fool arond...hehehe

when we are bord,we have a drawing of kampong house competition and dialogue session...

draw by Elfi

draw by Azry

the winner is Elfi but Azry is not happy and say all kind of funny thing on Elfi drawing and it was soo funny lol....

stupid thing Elfi do...nothing better to do....hehehe

the place look on the last day...

people still busy looking at the kuih at TKC...

relaxing after clean up the place at TKC...and the time was 6.30am on Hari Raya Morning

2008-09-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

2 down 1 more to go

tml will be my last paper and tat is TPD...have not really memorize the chapter but its ok,most of the thing to remember is common sense and if i fail or pass,i still pass...hehehe..coz tiz exam onli carry 30% of overall mark,while 70% from project, which i score "A" for it...hehehe...but still have to study..

monday paper - Costing
Costing paper was not bad...not tat hard and i can do it..my hard work really pay off..after studying and payattention in class and also study group wit friends..feel abit relief after costing paper and not really tat stress...

wednesday paper - Accounting
Accounting paper was also not bad...not tat hard but a few trick here and there but i still can do and of coz make careless mistake...hehehe....

after each paper we finish,we will compare our answer wit each other..we talk and screm like nobody business...i wish all my friends and me,we will get good grade and happy in what we have achieve and continue to work hard for the last term...

Will be Back to Work TML and i HATE it....4days stay at home and now lazy to go back to work...hehehehe....

2008-09-07T18:56:00.000-07:00

wow!! 1 week of fasting pass very fast and tiring...for the passed 1 week,i have been working,studying,working and studying at the same time...it make me very very very tired and sleepy...got home after work usually very late around 130am and not time to study,so i have to study at work and work at the same time....sometime i really cannot take it i jus wan to sleep all day but too bad i cannot...its hard to work wit ur father coz he usually wan me to work and go home late and work early in the morning the next day..sometime it drive me crazy and my mother will help me out wit it...tiz will be my last year working there and i will never work there again....money never come easy....

ps* got photo from my work place but too lazy to update,next time will update

2008-09-01T21:23:00.000-07:00

fasting jus begin yesterday and i have been busy and bord at work...im very very tired lately and i jus wan to sleep....exam is jus next week and im very very scared..now at school updating coz i never get a change to use the com at home as i start working already and go home very late..

in school also do nothing much..jus do revision and revise...after school have to go to work and im very lazy to go work...this year working,i don't really have the mood..feel very stress,tired,scary and confuse..i think i feel that way coz of exam and otjher stuff..sometime i jus wan to scream and cry loudly..like now...i have been feeling down this day...feel like im not myself..hopefully after exam next week,i will be back into action and got the mood and energy back to work...

all my friends is busy finding work will im stressing about work...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

2 more day to Fasting

9 more day to EXAM

wow!!exam is coming and i onli half way prepared and im soo scared...my accounting is OK already except my Costing and TPD...Costing still shacking abit and TPD alot to memorise...hopefully by monday i can clear all the question for Costing and for TPD jus have to read and read,everywhere i go,even in bus and at work...ARRRR!!!!

talking about work,i have to start work on saturday instead of monday...but its ok,i jus have to sit at the office and do some paper work and stuff for the coming monday...hehehe...

2008-08-27T02:57:00.000-07:00

5 days to Fasting

12 days to EXAM

lately school had been soo boring and abit relax...come to school,do revision paper,revise abit than can go home...

monday
class start at 8am but come at 10am,skip TPD lesson..10am to 12pm is lectures but do nothing..check accounting paper and talk about work and stuff..costing,teacher give paper to do but never do but continue talking..instead staying for 2hours for lectures,we when off early...had lunch and sit at level 3 waiting for accounting lesson...AA do ratio and self revision..costing,do one paper and collect 3 other paper than can go home...boring.....

tuesday
more boring...come to school at 8am for accounting,do one revision paper,teacher go through and finish already...end school at 10am...never go home,but when to study at Airport...i really cannot focus when i studying coz Aisyah keep disturbing me..feel like killing her...finish studying around 6 than head home....

wednesday
even worst and boring...come school jus for costing lesson and then go home..instead of studying,gayatri,yanqi,shiqi and me..we all when to Tanjong Katong to buy shiqi shoe and Mustaffa Center to buy calculater and walk around...it was so fun lol...we feel like tourist walking around Little India area and gayatri is like the tour guide,showing us around...hehehehe...and shiqi is very good at direaction...without her we will get loss...i really enjoy myself today,walking around Little India...hehehehe.....

2008-08-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

LIVERPOOL LATE WIN AGAIN 2-1 WIT MIDDLEDBROUGH....HEHEHE...

Rain,Rain go away,
come again another day...

and it will come again another day...it had been raining the past few days...soo cooold and nice to sleep...if the continue to be like tis tml,i think i will fall asleep during class man...

my sis not at home yesterday..she when to Batam with her friends...she non stop going holidays,even a short one...all the place she go start wit letter "B",first Bali and now Batam..who know next will be Bangkok or Brunie....hehehe....since she not at home,i get to use her laptop...yesterday i sleep around 3.30am playing...hehehe..and now continue playing coz she will be back late..her ferry is at 7pm...wow!!!hehehe....

2008-08-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

9 days to Fasting Month

16 days to EXAM

i have been study for the past two days..finish almost all costing and accounting revision paper...tml try to finish it all and revise again...

tiz is my favourite dish i love to cook...fishball soup..YUMMY!!

tiz is how my study table looks like...paper all over the place,gt MP3 and Pop corn...

i like to listen to song while studying...many people cannot study when listen to song but me is the opposite...very funny rite...hehe

tiz is instant Popcorn i buy at Seng Song...taste not bad but abit salty...

day come,day go soo fast and sometime i even lost count of how many days left before exam...fasting month less than a week..tiz coming friday Raja Kuih stock arrive and 1 September start working already...will be very tired the first week of fasting..straight after school have to go to work and in the mean time still have to study for exam...arrr....hope i don't faint...hehehehe....

2008-08-20T23:23:00.000-07:00

International Friendly Match
England draw wit Czech Rebublic 2-2 - score by Wes Brown and Joe Cole
Spain beat Denmark 3-0 - 2 goal score by Xabi Alonso and 1 goal by Xavi

school today boring but the best is i get to STRANGLE AISYAH after disturbing me yesterday..hehehehe....

POEMs...

Sorry

I remember the day,
You walked into my life.
But did I even make you feel alive.

I know I've hurt you
But now I realize that I hurt myself
By hurting you

Sorry for all the pain
That you took
hitting the same road
I realized how you could break

You may refuse my apology,
But dare not follow my footsteps.
I am, I really am,
Sorry for what I did

My Life

My life has gone by fast
he has been gone for so long
I wish I could have said good bye to him.

His smile was so bright
he lightened up the sky
and every time I saw
him he made me smile!

I miss him very much
I cry every night
I want to say hello and good bye to
him every day and night.

im bord and nothing to update..so poem always the onli way to express my feeling out...

2008-08-20T04:36:00.000-07:00

late,late update bout EPL last week..and news about tennis,table tennis and swimming...hehehe..
Liverpool late win wit Sunderland 1-0..score in 84mins by my baby Torres...hehe..
too bad Man U and Newcastle draw..alot of Man U players are injured and unavaliable..hope the put the twins,Fabio and Rafael Da Silva...

Rafael Nadal is WORLD NUMBER 1 now and Roger Federer is No. 2...hehehehe....he deserve it after working soo hard..but to Nadal,Federer is still No. 1 and a great tennis player...

Michael Phelps 8 goals and 7 world record in one game...and he also received a special commendation from the International Olympic Committee..

CONGRATULATION to Singapore Table Tennis Team for Women who make Singapore proud for getting Silver after 48 years without medals in Olympics...

11 days to Fasting Month

19 days to Exam

life have been happy,sad,excitied,scary,bord,tired and lost sometime...

Monday - abit sad and bord and tired
back in school after 5 days holidays for me..hehe...im totally lost,donno wat's going on with the revision but thank to my friends im OK...

Yesterday - happy,excitied and tired
school back to normal for me...laugh,joke around and jus have fun wit my crazy friends...really need to catch up wit accounting revision..after school is the best coz going to meet my two Darlings,Ash & Shela...soo excitied...long time already never meet,alot to talk about....as usual we sit at Starbucks and talk...ash told me how she meet Simple Plan at airport and Singfest...and also how she get to kiss Pierre and shela reaction bout it...it was sooo funny lah...walking around TM,shela bought us Heart and Star lollipop...thank u LALA...talk and laugh non-stop...and Lala "MAKAN"....hehehe

today - happy,scared,shock and tired
school was ok..more and more revision...more and more laughing and joking around...going home time was scary and shock for me...thank to Aisyah coz she disturb me through SMS...wat is all bout,i not going to update here coz its very hard to say lah....onli Gayatri,Charlene and Cheryl know bout it...hehehehe....SOO going to KILL Aisyah tml...

2008-08-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

WOW!!Barclays Premier League start tonight...

tonight match
* Arsenal vs West Brom
Arsenal win 1-0
* Middlebrough vs Tottenham
* West Ham vs Wigan
* Sunderland vs Liverpool
* Everton vs Blackburn
* Bolton vs Stoke
* Hull vs Fulham

tml match
* Chelsea vs Portsmouth
Good luck Peter Crouch
* Manchester United vs Newcastle
* Aston Villa vs Manchester City

2008-08-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

2008 is the year tat all the curse being broken or long wait had ended...wat i mean is tat Spain win Euro 2008 after 44years and now Singapore bringing back either Silver or Gold Medal from Beijing Olympics after 48years..2008 have been a great year for sport...hehehe...maybe for something eles too but i jus donno wat it is...all i know is sport hehehehe.....

CONGRATULATION to Team Singapore Table Tennis for Women who made it to Final..do Singapore Proud by bring us GOLD from the Olympics but Silver will be ok...hehehe...finally after 48 years...

CONGRATULATION to Novak Djokovic winning Bronze Medal in the Olympics..
from Serbia

CONGRATULATION to Rafael Nadal in becoming World Number 1 tis coming Monday and Good Luck for the Olympics,hope he will bring back GOLD Medal for Spain...
New World Number 1 and hope a GOLD medal..

CONGRATULATION to Michael Phelps for winning his seventh GOLD in the Olympics..7 down 1 more to go..hope he win and set a new world record in Olympics for winning eight Gold straight in a Olympics...

look at how he swim and the body...soo good and soo hot..

2008-08-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

Death is not the end

Death can never be the end.
Death is the road.

Life is the traveller.

The Soul is the Guide
...
Our mind thinks of death.

Our heart thinks of life

Our soul thinks of Immortality.

In Memory of Salmah Binti Maswan

00/00/1926 - 13/08/08

why suddenly poem about death coz i jus loss my grandmother who pass away yesterday morning around 1am..it was a shock news for me coz all i know tat she fine when she come back from hospital on monday but wat can i say,its god will to take her..although im not close to her,i will miss her soo much..now i left wit not grandparents to visit,jus memory to remember..

2008-08-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE

National day do nothing,jus stay at home after tiring and fun day yesterday 080808...wake up onli,my whole body hurt..from top to bottom..have to pay the price for having too much fun yesterday..tats wat my mum like to say..ehehe

080808
yesterday,is the day tat i have been waiting for since last week and finally it here...its not Olympics but outting wit my KAKIs..

wake up at 6am to prepare food to bring to Sentosa..i cook fried rice and fried chicken wit the help of my mum of coz..hehe..finishing cooking around 7.30am,after the leave the food to get cold before packing and when to bath...get ready,pack my beg,pack the food and go out around 8.20am...im already late tat time..meeting time is at 9am at Vivo City...ehehe...meet Gaya at City Hall and beng into Liza...long story cut shot,reach Sentosa and find a good place to settle down around 10+..

eat,tanning,play vollyball,play wit Aisyah cat,play Dog n Bone and tat wat most of the thing we do there..we really have fun and hope there is more to come..hehe..we all go crazy there,wave to everyone on the tram when it pass by,disturb each other specially Gayatri coz she scare of cat and laugh none stop of coz...hehehe...

after all tat,we when to take the ski ride..WOW!! it was fun,scary and really scary to me but i wan to take it again hehehe...then when to Vivo Mac for dinner...we talk bout all lame lame things like wat cartoon we like,funny experience and jokes after jokes...after tat head home...

i reach home around 8.20pm..bath,unpack and watch the Olympics Opening since there is nothing to watch...and sleep around 11.30pm...
aisyah cute cat

us bury Shiqi

having fun ar..

group photo

2008-08-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

wow!!looks like my friend Ashreen is in her LaLa Land after the Singfeast...read her blog and find out tat she did her dare..her dare is tat she have to kiss the lead singer Pierre...ehehe...they look soo cute together...and soo sad No One like Jeff..never mind, Jeff still have me...hehehe
She really enjoying her life while im suffering and enjoying my life abit..ehehe...

school life of coz have to suffer wat...not suffer lah but stress abit..not even one month yet after CA ended and here come the BIG EXAM on September 8,10 & 11..less than a month to study..but in class,most of the chapter we are finishing and revision is starting soon...soo i hope i can balance my study and work on september the first week...to make it worst,during exam period is on FASTING month...wow!!soo fast next month fasting and soon will be Hari Raya...hehehe...DON'T WORRY,BE HAPPY!!

4 more days to 08-08-08

CANNOT WAIT FOR THAT DAY!!!hehehe

2008-07-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

YES!!!IM PROUD OF MYSELF
coz i did VERY WELL for my Accounting CA 2...WOW!!

and friends i really cannot wait for 08-08-08...it will be a fun,crazy and great day to enjoy...i can imagine how the day and time we going to spent together..hehehehe....

2008-07-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

FINALLY all my worrys and trouble is OVER!!!! Presentation OVER and all CA OVER...its over for awhile onli until September.start all over again...tiz time is EXAM!!

Rafael Nadal Win the Rogers Cup and is closer to be the New World Number One Players..he onli 300 point behind Roger Federer..

Liverpool welcome 3 more players,there are David Ngog, Andrea Dossena and Robbie Keane..

yesterday match between Brazil and Singopre,Brazil win 3-0..expected already that Sinagapore will loss but they play a very good game and deserve a big round of applause...Instead of Brazil coming to Singapore, i think Chelsea should come here, instead of Malaysia sia...and some more the tickets for Chelsea and Malaysia match onli $30 sia,very cheap...i wish they were here sia,my friend and me will go crazy sia...but if Liverpool come i donno what im going to do but for sure im not going to school jus to watch them practice at Kallang all day...hehehehehe....

2008-07-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

What is love? I’ve yet to unfold.
So to speak, I’m only 19 years old.
Puppy love, mostly what I’ve seen;
That’s as far as I have been.

True love to me, I’ve got a long way to find.
If love is true, how can it make one blind?
Chocolates and roses are the epitome of romance;
Yet it can’t sweeten love’s intense.

I must admit, there is a guy.
Every time I’m near him, my heart’s so shy.
I’m attracted to him, not his looks.
What I learnt from him, I can’t get from books.

He’s so different from the guy I know.
More experienced, so mature; slightly old.
Seeing him happy, seeing him smile;
If only he knew how I’ve been feeling all these while.

I’m only 19, a child to him.
But deep inside, I’m far from a teen.
What is love? He definitely knows.
After al, he’s rather old.

I don’t expect him to read my heart;
I dread the day we have a part.
Time spent together – so little.
I try to make my romantic gesturers subtle.

Though it’s a torture keeping the truth inside,
It’s better than to let our friendship subside.
Though at time we may flirt,
He doesn’t know I meant every word.

I know one day he has to settle down,
And definitely not to me, this clown.
I will not sob, I will not cry;
His happiness I’ll always keep in mind.

Is this love? I do not know.
Maybe one day the truth will show.
For now, I’ll put up this façade;
Not wanting to jeopardize two hearts.

For when he smiles, I’m re-assured.
My efforts, my feeling, my time, my space;
Are worth the happy look on his face-
The look that makes my young heart race.

What is love? I’ve yet to unfold.
This innocent, naïve 19 year old.

By Samantha from Republic Poly

2008-07-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

One more week of school life is over..alot of thing can happened in jus one week..

monday,nothing much happened,boring class as usual..

tuesday,fun and fun..coz we go to Sungai Buloh..learnt all about nature and stuff..after that when for AA revision at Airport Mac..

so serious when we do our revision and that funny..oh wait,tat is on wednesday..hehe...two day revision at same place coz thursday AA CAs..after revision,we talk and laugh like mad people...

thursday come,all very nervous...saw the paper and its easy but onli careless mistake coz i cannot tally the answer but im happy that i know how to do..and FINALLY CA 2 is OVER..to celebrate,we when to Lido to watch The Dark Knight..at was a Great moive..i love Heath Ledger as the JOKERS..if he still alive,i got the feeling,he will win alot of award...

friday,no school jus stay at home do nothing..at night got nothing to do i watch The L Word drama..it already in their 5 season and i jus watch now..slow right...in the drama i like the charater Shane...n i donno why...and PLEASE GAYATRI, im STRAIGHT....I LIKE GUY NOT GIRL...AND IT JUS A DRAMA OK..NOTHING WRONG WATCHING IT..
katherine Moennig aka Shane

today,help my sis at her school since they got Racial Harmony Carnival..its racial harmony but they play national day song..very funny and weird...ahahaha...after that meet up wit gaya,leha and aini at city hall to discuss our TPD presentation tiz monday....

now sitting in front on laptop and TV coz i wan to watch Troy and Tennis US Open Semi-Final...hahaha....sleep late, but tml even later coz 1.30am is the US Open Final..hope Nadal make it tonigh coz last year Champion Novak Djokovic had been beaten by Andy Murry...so sad...

2008-07-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

IM WELL AGAIN!!but my voice still sound like a rocker and kind of sexy..hehehe...i love have tat kind of voice and i donno why...but hate it when i wake up coz i will totally sound like a guy...

Finally my stupid TPD project is OVER..but presentation on the 28 july..im suck with presentation..during Nitec time,i almost cry doing my presentation in front of the whole class..i guess i was too nervous and scared coz tat time i don't really know my class very well except my secondary classmate...tiz time round will be different coz we onli have to present in front of our teacher...hehehe...

i donno wat more to blog..coz nothing much happened in school except busy studying for CA and project..onli on wednesday,went out wit my old secondary mate..ashreen,shela,sufian,zhafir and asari..long time never see sufian and he is full of craps and lame joke...he never change,still the same old him...and i also miss Faiz..he now busy wit NS and cannot join us..soo sad...we talk,laugh,joke around and recall all stupid and funny thing happened during secondary and catch up wit each other life...i jus wish tat we have 4T1 reunion one day..if it happene,it will be crazy and fun..
best memory during Sec 4

chalet wit friends and teacher..

2008-07-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

SICK!SICK!SICK! IM SICK!

im sick coz of TPD project,CA and exam..TPD project is driving my group & me crazy..keep re-printing and re-printing..tml is the dateline and still doing and editing...and to make it worst tml TPD CA2 test...ARRR!!!!!! both important..but project important coz it 70% of the exam....
jus got Costing CA result yesterday and did not bad but can do better,onli tat careless mistake...next week will be Accounting and 28 TPD presentation....

ACCOUNTING I WILL BE MORE SICK!!!

2008-07-15T00:48:00.000-07:00

WELCOME BACK DANIEL AGGAR!!!

he cannot play for 10month coz he injured..but now his BACK...this season LIVERPOOL will be much better..

Again Liverpool have to say Goodbye,but thiz time to a GREAT and TALLEST player PETER CROUCH..he when back to his old club Portsmouth..may he get what he want there..will miss his Robot Dance...

we have lost Kwell,Riise,Crouch,Scott Carson and maybe Xabi Alonso but hopefully NOT..but Liverpool also like to WELCOME Philipp Degen and Diego Cavalieri to the team..and pray hard that Aston Villia will let Gareth Barry to join Liverpool...
Philipp Degen
he got a very cute smile..

Diego Cavalieri

P.S. i think Cristiano Ronaldo SHOULD go OUT of Manchester United since he really want to go to Real Madrid..and bring Dimitar Berbatov IN..and Lampard please stay wit Chelsea...

2008-07-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

2008 is SPAIN year

and why i say that coz first Spain WIN Euro 2008 and now RAFAEL NADAL WIN the Wimblendo Championship 2008 after beating World Number 1 player Roger Federer 4-6,4-6,7-6,7-6,7-9..and Nadal also end Federer five year winning Wimblendon since 2003..it was a Match Of the Century coz they play the longest tennis ever in the history of tennis for 4hours and 48minutes..at last Nadal beat Federer at Wimblendo after 3years meet at the final..Spain soccer wait 44years to win Euro n tennis wait for 42years to win Wimblendo..that show,SPAIN is getting better and all the curse is broken....and now Nadal is crown the KING OF GRASS AND CLAY..

post during the match

HE WIN!!

he climb the roof to his parents and prince&princess of Spain to celebrate his winning

disappointed Roger Federer

Nadal with the Wimblendo Championship trophy

he love to bite his winning trophy

Nadal at Wimblendo Champions Dinner
He looks soo cute and smart in suit

BACK FROM EURO and CELEBRATE AROUND SPAIN

2008-07-06T04:49:00.000-07:00

My life have been tough tiz day..im stress wit my studies and personnal..for the next 3weeks will be hard coz its CA2 weeks...i still have difficulty doing my Accounting but i will try my best..and i donno what will happen next term...

to achieve a good result i have give up driving for awhile...not totally give up but pause it..if not my heart will not be feeling good at all...i always havet tiz feeling tat i will not make it for my second TP tml,so i decide not to take it and leave it till maybe next year then i conitnue again...there is few reason why i did not wan to take it:

First,the instructor is an ASSHOLE..the way he teach me,like he will not be responsible if i fail..and i HATE him soo much...

Second,im sure i going to FAIL coz i never book lesson for the circuit and tats not good..circuit is where i fail the first time..

Third,i already WASTE alot of my mum money on driving and if i fail again,i donno how to face her..so may as well give up now and not wasting her money again..

Fourth,i have LOST INTEREST in driving as i wan to be more forcus on my study...many people may think,how can driving affect your studys??but to me it does affect my study coz my driving lesson usually start late and end late and i don't have time for revision..not tat im not good in time management but sometime i lost in time...i don't even know what i have been doing all thiz time..

to John,who taking his TP on the 11July,good luck man,all the best...and to ShiQi,Gayatri and Yanqi who will be taking soon,good luck babe..if u guys pass,can drive me around instead of me...hehehe

THERE IS ALOT OF THINK IN MY HEAD AND WISH TO SHARE WITH SOMEONE,BUT NO
THERE ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER TO BE SHARE WITH,EVEN THOUGH I LOVE TOO..ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE

2008-07-06T04:35:00.000-07:00

Once again Liverpool say GOODBYE to another great player Harry Kewell who join Galatasaray,a Turkey Club..alothough he did not play much for Liverpool last season coz he was playing with his country Australia,he still a great and good player..wish him all the best..

Venus Williams WIN her fifth Wimblendo Cup yesterday after beating her sister Serena Williams..tonight we will find out who will win for the MEN..Roger Federer or Rafael Nadal??Will Roger Federer win his sixth Wimblendo???jus wait n see....

2008-07-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

WOW! so fast July already and i don't like it coz school re-open tiz monday but im not going as i got my 2nd TP(hope i PASS) and CA 2..thursday already Costing paper,16 july TPD paper and 24 july Accounting paper...ARRRRR!!!!!and also project dateline...can go crazy...tiz is how school life is....i donno how im going to cope with the subject next term..Auditing somemore...hehehe

jus now when out for study group at Esplanade..after study when for dinner at ThaiExpress and walk around Suntec City and when home...

The Wimbledon Championship already reach Quarter-Final..and Monday will find out who is the Champion..i got the feel tat for Men Final Roger Federer vs Rafael Nadal..both very good..

2008-06-29T19:28:00.000-07:00

SPAIN WIN EURO 2008!!!!WOW!!

they beat Germany 1-0..the onli goal was score by FERNANDO TORRES..many people say tat Torres have not be performing good throughout the tournment but last night he shine as he is the onli goal scorer and he is Man Of The Match..i have to say tat Spain deserve to win not coz i support them but if you guys watch the match,you should know..first half they play not bad,but in second half they got alot of changes to score and they play very good..better then Germany..
Germany is lucky..why i say lucky coz they onli loose 1-0,if David Villa play,they might loose badly..

Spain is one "UNITED"team,like wat Ramos like to say,and its true..played brilliantly all the way through the tournament!

i donno wat to say anymore..too happy already..ehehe...

the first goalkeeper captial to receive the cup

the goal scorer FERNANDO TORRES

the GOAL!!

torres & ramos

the WINNER SPAIN

look how disappointed Germany are

the fan disappointed too

but HAPPY for Spain fan

2008-06-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!Euro 2008 Final will be Germany vs Spain..

Spain beat Russia 3-0..final donno who to support..both team i like..but obviously im going to support Spain...hehehe..but too bad David Villa not playing in the final coz he injured during first half of semi-final...its going to be a great match...

wat happened to all tennis top players..first Novak Djokovic out of Wimblendon and now Andy Roddick and Maria Sharapova also out of Wimblendon..left Nadal,Federer,Serena and Venus Williams and Ana Ivanovic top players...looks like the other players is getting better and better..

DAY 4
Second Round Men/Women
Andy Roddick vs Janko Tipsarevic - J.Tipsarevic WIN - 7-6,5-7,4-6,6-7
Ernests Gulbis vs Rafael Nadal - R.Nadal WIN - 7-5,2-6,6-7,3-6
Venus Williams vs Anne Keothavong - V.Williams WIN - 7-5,6-2
Alla Kudryavtseva vs Maria Sharapova - A.Kudryavtseva WIN - 6-2,6-4

2008-06-25T19:09:00.000-07:00

Germany make it to Euro 2008 final after beating Turkey 3-2..who will face Germany in final Spain or Russia??

my baby Novak Djokovic is out of the wimbledon..soo sad..he was defeat by Marat Safin from Russia..he was his idol when he was a junior..Djokovic was not himself lah when he play yesterday..alot of mistake he make..he was soo disappointed lol...his dream of winning the wimbledon is over...

Day 3
Second Round Men/Women
Roger Federer vs Robin Soderling - R.Federer WIN 6-3,6-4,7-6
Novak Djokovic vs Marat Safin - M.Safin WIN 6-4,7-6,6-2
Lleyton Hewitt vs Albert Montanes - L.Hewitt WIN 7-6,6-0,6-2
Ana Ivanovic vs Nathalie Dechy - A.Ivanovic WIN 6-7,7-6,10-8

2008-06-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

BEN!BEN!BEN!BEN!BEN!...

all the way ash & me disturb shela by saying BEN!BEN!..Ben Barnes,he is one hot guy lah..see his pictures everywhere in the magazine..before that when to airport and eat at popeyes..laugh,laugh at the popeyes cartoon and old jokes from secondary...then talk about all the stupids thing happened during secondary school..i jus wish tat we gt time machine and can go back to the past and look how stupid we are..tat will be soooo fun...after tat when to TM and i bought tiz storybook tat i have been looking for since last month and finally i found it..soo happy..

Ben Barnes

got home,bath and watch tennis..luck Nadal match not yet play..hehe

DAY 2

First ROund -Men/Women

Andreas Beck vs Rafael Nadal - R.Nadal WIN 4-6,4-6,6-7

Andy Roddick vs Eduardo Schwank - A.Roddick WIN 7-5,6-4,7-6

Venus Williams vs Naomi Cavaday - V.Williams WIN 7-6,6-1
Stephanie Foretz vs Maria Sharapova - M.Sharapova WIN 1-6,4-6